AN INSANE MAN

i am back!!!

2011-08-07T19:24:00.002+08:00

Yo wassup peeps... hahaha 4 mths ago since my last update huh... guess been really bz wif alot of things recently....

In may was bz wif preparation for my graduation from RP... finally i am out of RP baby!!! woots!!!! went into tekong for my NS on the 10th of june and began to be super emo while being in there like mad cause i dun get to spend too much of time wif her... gotten alot tanner as well as slightly stronger and slimmer as compared to last time... I noe my baby gal is always worried and upset cause i am nt by her side and i guess i have to really say srry cause i dun have a choice when it comes to servin the nation i can only just keep tryin to keep in contact wif u by sms or by callin u at nite... atleast i kept my promise of tryin to contact u as much as i can lor :p love u baby :D

While in july I started to feel the trainin was abit less shaggin cause gettin used to it but we are all super slp deprived always we are like walkin zombies but still awake enuf to kick ass.... and this is also the month where me and my baby got to celebrate our 1st yr tgt... i booked out exactly on the day of my anni and i got to celebrate wif her on the vry nxt day... Baby I just wanna say I am vry happy tt we are tgt for 1 yr alrdy.. i just hope to be able to spend many more of our yearly anni tgt and even marry u in the future wor :D

Nw in august we are about to start our BMT phase as for the past 2 mths we were havin our PTP phase... nxt wk itself we are havin our live firing exercise.. am damn excited man.. just prayin tt i can get my marksmanship like hw my dad got his man... would be damn proud to have my dad put tt badge on for me man... I hope i wont disappoint my dad or any1 and take it like a man... Ytd went out to meet my dear baby gal at bugis and enjoyed the time tgt wif her.... I dunno but whenever i meet her or go out wif her I just wanna hug her close to me and nvr let go and just wan to spend as much time as possible wif her... I guess its just the fear of losin her or leavin her alone cause of my NS.... Its the need and want of havin my dear by my side be it where we are... wif u in my arms i feel so much love... u just make me whole again dear!! :D

Oh well i guess i shld nt bore u guys wif all these... ima go enjoy my long wkend and i am here to wish all singaporeans.. happy national day to all... i am goin back to my camp on tt day in the evenin hahaha too bad i cant get to watch the fireworks this yr wif my baby :( hiaz

Alrite time for uncle steven to go enjoy his long wkend break... ADIOS AMIGOS!!!!

Soul Searching....

2011-04-01T00:22:00.002+08:00

Been kinda thinking alot lately abt alot of stuff... Recently my paternal grandma had gotten into a car accident and was in the hospital ward for abt 2 days just to check if she will be alrite... I guess its cause of precautionary measures as she is an elderly woman... her report is alrite except for a 3rd rib hair-line fracture on the right side and a couple of abrasions and cuts on her forehead... other den that she is still alrite just tt she is rendered " immobile " to do any housework at the moment.... hahah So I guess tt explains y I am so freaking bz and tired lately as most of the time i am dealin wif all the house work... Yea i admit I am kinda lazy at times to do certain housework but well WTF man its time I took over and take care of my grandma rite???? i like took care of everythin including the cooking and my grandma insisted I had to learn hw to make the curries.... Holy shyt man... thank god I still could cook them man... the curries so far I have learnt to are like fish, chicken mushroom and toufu curries... there are like still a shit load more to learn man and I dunno if I would be havin the time to learn them as well er nt... LOL While helping out wif arnd the house I gotta help my dad wif his IRA form submission too man.. oh god i am like super runnin out of time LOL but well wat to do just chew the bitter medicine and grit on it man.... Sometimes u just gotta do wats a man gotta do... hahaha just live ur life a 1/4 mile at a times and change accordingly cause u nvr noe when shit's gonna happen. Lately I gotta admit I am like super duper depressed over rs matters... well sometimes I just blame myself over alot of things for all the quarrels we have had in our rs but well I noe it takes 2 hands to clap and I gotta admit tt there is definitely alot of shit for me to change... one of which is me smoking man.. gotta seriously reduce my number of cigs i take... hahahaha.. I just hope tt my gf and me can both withstand the test of time and patience that is coming soon esp when I enter into NS as it is known as the graveyand shit period for couples where their love is put to the test... I just dunno y I gt no confidence in myself... I am just vry scared of losing her man hiaz..... Wel I just gt a msg which I hope my gf would be able to see: To my dearest jacqlyn baby, I noe I have hurt u many times wif wat I say or do and I admit I am definitely nt the best bf out there.. I noe nuts abt being romantic and I cant do alot of things like wat most couples out there do... buyin u flowers bring u here and there to shop watch movies and stuff... I am srry baby I am such a failure in becomin ur bf... I just wanna say I love u baby and I just hpe I can and will make u smile and feel loved...I realy cant promise u tt I will be able to change fully but i noe I will try my best for our future... I really dun wish to lose u ever baby ur really my heart and my soul and wifout u I really fel tt life would really be meaningless to me anymore... I noe tt I am nt at all romantic in most ways but I rather find out and use more meaningful ways to express my love to u... I am srry baby for making u upset and angry recently wif all of our quarrels and meaningless fights.. I just hope u will nvr leave me baby I just dun wanna ever lose u.. cause i really feel if i do lose u, I think I will nvr find another gal anymore and just remain single till the day I die:( pls dun ever leave me baby T.T Hiaz I guess ima go to slp alrdy as tml is gg to be another long ass day where housework and compilin of info to be submitted to IRA would be my world... LOL HIAZ EMOFIED AND THINKIN TOO MUCH UNCLE STEVEN SIGNIN OFF.................................................

shit happenin all in one day

2011-03-22T06:22:00.002+08:00

God damn it man.... WTF is happenin man... Ytd whole day I was in the hospital wif my grandma as she gotten into an accident. When I received the call from my uncle hu was the driver of one of the cars that was involved in the accident along lorong chuan, I rushed down to the accident site and den rush to the hospital aft borrowin my fren's car... thank god she only had some minor injuries but still had to stay for a couple of days in the hospital cause 1st of all she is an elderly woman and 2nd of all she has gotten some injuries on her forehead as well as at her scalp and also a hair-line crack on a rib cage... Phew!!!!! a few bruises arnd her arm and all is still alrite i guess... looks like i am goin to be bz like a bee once again... jugglin alot of things all arnd again and again... hahaha

From Sunday till nw I have so far slept only 4 hrs in total hahaha... nvr knew i could last this long wifout crumbling... I guess all tt intensive trainin i have from andrew has helped alot eh LOL... What I dun understand abt hw the fk the accident happened is there is a slip road along lorong chuan rd which is under the CTE.... the other party came at a high speed and rammed into my uncle's car.... 1st of all the fkin slip road is a fkin bend for cryin out loud... hw the mother fk did tt guy drive at a " VERY HIGH SPEED"??????? even Louis Hamilton aso buay sai la... unless u tellin me tt guy driftin la but if he driftin aso the accident wont be like this wat... and wats lagi best is in tt slip road its nt a just a STOP sign is being erected lei... there is a fkin traffic light lei... so nw its either one of the drivers hu beat the red light... i dunno la... just wait for TP to handle this fked up case le lor.... hopefully there can be insurance claimed lor abo can str start sayin HOLY SHIT GD GAME!!!!!!

Well I gotta go prepare to leave the house early today and head over to the hospital.... hope I still have the str to continue man...

TIRED AND PISSED OF UNCLE STEVEN SIGNIN OFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

One step closer

2011-02-28T19:30:00.002+08:00

Tml its gg to be the 1st of march... woohoo.... startin tml its gg to be back to back lessons of drivin... I cant wait to rip those courses and learn as fast as I can man... I have always loved to drive and admire cars... I guess I just cant wait to get my license back man... Hope I can perfectly sync up the controls of the pedals and all and nt make the same stupid mistakes tt I made last wk friday... Damn man... I think if I was nt careful and sort of opened my eyes wide enuf in time I think me and my instructor would have died man... The best part my instructor who was my buddy from lion dance while in RP was aslp as he too was darn tired... Fkin shyt man... I better have enuf rest and just hope tml i wont screw up... cause tml my lesson is in the early evening where there would be alot of cars.... Better buck up STEVEN or else I wont forgive u for doin such a pisswhore job at drivin!!!!!!

Cant wait for nxt saturday to come as I hope to be able to spend some time wif my gf... Its been quite some time since we last went window shoppin or anythin... Hope to be able to watch a movie wif u and even spend alot of time wif u before ur sch starts and before I am being called up for service... Hiaz y must we singaporeans have to serve NS... But I guess I have chosen to serve the nation nt as a soldier in tekong but have instead applyin to be in the Police Force... Well wish me luck.... I hope I can pass everythin and have started trainin quite abit for my NS stinct... gotta be fit to be able to be a police officer man... its time to dig dig dig... drill tt fkin iron bitch up!!!!!!!

Man a hungry uncle steven is definitely nt a gd sign... gonna start munchin down my dinner of some delicacies (to me tt is).... ahhhh LAKSA here i come baby!!!!

Hungry and tired Uncle STEVEN signing off...........................................

yo peepz

2011-02-27T21:38:00.002+08:00

LOL dunno hw many centuries its been since I last updated my blog le lor... hahaha den today my this notti gf of mine asked me to update so i just tot aiya just update la... its like 1 yr liao no harm updatin ba LOL....

Somehw been thinkin quite abit abt my past but still alrite... tryin to look for the pic of me and andrew as well as takin some johnny walker black label abit frequently cause dunno y my whole body pain like crap... gf is nw sick and she is really makin me totally worried abt her zzz somemore tml still gotta go work.... Dear pls tc of urself and dun be sick always nor... u gt poor health and i will be really worried abt u nor :(

Nwadays i am like learnin to hw to drive again aft my stupid ban has been lifted cause i did nt apply the brake and hit the TP's car... Havin alot of expectations on myself as for some reason driving is a passion to me... and I totally believe in wat Vin Disel said in The Fast And The Furious... boy do I still live my life in that phrase and I think I will seriously take tt phrase to the grave wif me for I am a bonified street racer for life baby...

Well I guess ima stop bloggin for nw and slack and call somebody before she starts naggin at me again... Hope my application to the Police department will suceed and tt I pass my drivin wif flyin colours man.... tts all i hope for as my poly is finally all over baby!!!! woots!!!! XDXDXD

Well time to enjoy my black label on the rocks and talk to my wifey peeps..

Uncle Steven signin off.................................................

zzz....

2010-02-23T12:58:00.002+08:00

Okays its been like ages since i last updated hahahaha i guess muah bloggy is DEAD.. xD... Nt been havin much inspiration to blog alrdy hahhaha... Well life sux at times but I guess some other things to keep me occupied is keepin me goin...

My maternal 1st uncle is such a PAIN IN THE FKIN ASS.... grrrr he everyday loves to stir trouble and somemore the best part is he is tellin me he noes ppl in the underground and has connection wif them... Woohoooo.... I love this threat baby... connection wif underground lei... nt bad nt bad... to him he thinks he like his father wan to take over the control and threaten every1 to give in to his way.... BUT u fkin son of a biatch u just met ur worst nightmare la hor... if u think u can try use ur so called tactic or be it u really are.... nw I say la hor... WU JI KA KA LAI QI KUA MAI LA... u think onli u gt play or noe ppl ar???? wan to noe smth u noe ppl in gang but wan to noe smth else I noe ppl in gang as well as I noe ppl in police u wan pia lim pei tai ji ar qi kua mai la hor... u touch my family members or any1 tt i love la hor or u dare to be loan shark i make sure u sit behind bars and enjoy ur fkin stay inside there la hor.... u think u tua pai lim pei kia tio.... u damn fkin wrong la hor... u shld see hu i am la hor... UR YOUNGER SISTER'S SON zai bo.. I dare u la hor u dare to touch any1 in the family includin my parents my grandparents 4th aunt and her family... u better be prepared to receive " HOTEL" treatment inside changi prison liao hor...

Hiaz damn sian.... ps scold ppl on 1st post of 2010 yr hahaha xD btw to all chinese readers GONG XI FA CAI RAWR!!!!! lol ps ps just tryin to be cute nia xD I noe la I chindian nt cute de... give face la eh sai buay??? btw CASSANDRA TEO SMS ME UR HP NO I GT THINGS TO TALK TO U ABT.... gam sia

ADIOS AMIGOS!!!! xD
Pissed off uncle steven signing out.......

Public Holidays!!!! xD

2009-11-27T09:47:00.002+08:00

Well to all muslim frens out there.. Selamat Hari Raya Haji to u... Its been a darn while since I blog again.. guess time is nt really smth I really have... Playin on9 games --> greatly reduced... listenin to music and doin work --> greatly increased.... haha... yeaps.. been really busy wif my FYP and stuff.. esp doin of report... formerly I was doin on Cloning and Purification and Expression of Mouse AIF protein... (kk I noe u guys must be wonderin WTF is this guy talkin abt rite... relax will explain alittle later la) and nw I am doin on dental plague.... hahaha..... both abt culturin of bacteria... woots... I LOVE BIOLOGY....

Kk nw time or explaination... My 1st proj is all abt cancer cells... well in a normal cell it would undergo apoptosis (which means cell death) if the cell is too badly damage... But when the particular person has cancer... his genes are altered in such a way that it makes ur cells and body mechanism think that its alrite and that everythin is fine and thus not intiatin the program that is inputted into the cell, which is called " operation kill myself u S.O.B.) so in order to induce the cell to die... we have to "restructure" the different gene codings so that we would be able to induce cell death... Interestin eh... hahah well to me the proj nt so interestin la.. my PI more interestin haha.. macham joker... haha.... Dr. Francis Lim... haha... dun pray pray k... he gt PHD hor... but well those days were the fun times... doin proj he see us stress he will crack jokes to lighten us up.....

Once I rmb we all seriously listenin to him... he drew a plasmid on the white board... and all of us knew it was a plasmid.... we all thinkin abt work suddenly he decide to play a joke on us... Francis : eh u mother fkers... this is a plasmid k... this nt asshole....
Rest of us: ROFLMAO.... WTHMF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Aiyo... I think abt this ar I aso peng... wah lao eh.. buay tahan ar... but well he is understandin... Cheers my "smokin buddy" lecturer.... haha dun worry when I pass out I sure take pic wif u hope u will quit being a lecturer in RP la... den we 2 pose rite infront of the campus and pose like wat u said... steady er nt... HAHAHAHAH!!!!!!!!

Nw doin a proj on dental plague just hw to reduce the amount of bacteria growth in our mouth... like creatin a new toothpaste wif HERBAL EXTRACT.... dun pray pray k... HERBAL EXTRACT HOR.. nt some stupid fkin chemicalized drug k... haha xD

Well nw report is all over left presentation.... den its all over... woohoo.... I gtg guys gonna meet my fren haha.... Well if u guys are lookin for me u noe hw to find me.. sms me alrite

UNCLE STEVEN SIGNIN OFF..........................................................

(On a side note.. OI GREENIE.. SMS ME LEI.. WANNA TALK TO U WOR... WHEN U SMSIN ME????)

Feelin Helpless...........

2009-10-29T07:30:00.003+08:00

Woke up like arnd 6 am in the mornin aft slpin for like just a couple of hrs I guess more like just 3 hrs... dunno y I just couldnt slp... switched on my com and just started playin some cabal to relieve some stress.... (editor's note : hey I have nt been playin it for a damn long time le hor.. everyday FYP until i aso no time to play ma...) haha... Downloaded a song called Good Girls Gone Bad by Cobra Starship... hmmm this song title seems kinda familiar dun u think so lynn... keke... lolz be a gd gal la I still prefer u tt way... dun be a BIATCH... k ma lynn???

Somehw I dunno y... smth in my mind triggered me to go open up my folder and search for the piano version of the song Somewhere which is sung by Within Temptation... but in this case its just the piano cover... listenin to it over and over again.... sittin there and listenin to it like an emo freak... thinkin abt the past.. abt Andrew and abt my cousin... all the fun times we had tgt... tears just started rollin down my cheeks.... I noe the sayin goes "nan ren liu xue bu liu lei" but honestly even the strongest man on earth will cry when he loses his loved one(s)... unless ur just a cold blooded mother fkin son of a bitch den tt one dun say la... Tts a side of me very few people have seen... I guess at times its a cover I shw tt I am strong... but for a fact I am... just tt I too have my weak moments and this is a side I try my best nvr to shw to any1 this is a side I think onli my family has seen this side of me and probably my 1st gf has ever seen... cause I practically broke down while I was wif her when I went back to the place where it happened to andrew... which I still blame myself even though it has been 2 yrs. Well I guess so far onli 3 grps of people have ever seen namely my family, my 1st gf and lastly andrew's parents and fiance.

To my dearly beloved da sao... I am srry tt I allowed it to happen to ah kor... and I still cant stop thinkin abt wat happened tt day I am really srry I hope ur still doin fine?? Pls contact me okie da sao?

I guess I am srry guys.. I guess its just one of the days where I am damn emotional and just felt like typin out my tots.. well tts wat a blog is for rite... I need time to heal my wounds still and I really dunno hw long will I take to completely come out of this black hole of mine... Will u be able to help me ma dear??? Will u hold my hand and walk wif me on this lonely, cold dark and long path??? I hope I can slowly come out of this with our unity of strength.......

I guess I gotta go.. tc all... anythin sms or call me k guys??? OI GREENIE SMS ME LEI... WAITIN FOR UR SMS LEI NEED TO TALK TO U ABT SMTH LOR....

UNCLE STEVEN SIGNIN OFF......................................

Trouble and more troubles

2009-10-25T18:31:00.003+08:00

I have been feeling stressed out recently and I am like WTF more do u fkin wan from me.... Hiaz.... Sian diao by more den 95% liao la...

Everyday for the past whole week I have been stayin back in sch for my FYP ( aka Final Yr Project) and yes I am nt gg to complain cause its impt cause it is my education and well it is a gd way of exposure for me so that I will be able to at least be able to get employed due to certain experiences which is greatly REDUCED due to fact tt I am from Republic Poly. Compared to a guy from another poly such as Singapore Poly or for the matter any other poly... they definitely have more experience than us cause of attachment... but when it comes to Technological side WE OWN UR ASS BIG TIME ASSHOLE FACE MAN... lolz... hahaha ( ps.. taken from from the love guru and nt meant to insult any1) ^^ haha. Well the cruel fact abt the workin life is its either u perform smartly and get ur pay or work like a dumb Mother Fker and still get laid off... Its abt being street smart and book smart the same time...

Singapore... its either u get a freakin PHD ( aka Permanant Head Damage) so that u are able to have a SLIGHTLY higher chance of gettin a job or u can start typin this followin link that I have just invented and started :
http://www.gg.com.sg/iamsoscrewedwifoutadecentcertificate.html

Well I guess I am gonna enjoy my Sunday so that I will be able to have a gd wk ahead wif lesser stress... And to all O lvl takers GD LUCK FOR UR PAPERS!!!!!

Uncle steven signin off...............................

hiaz.....

2009-10-16T22:59:00.003+08:00

Been a really long time since i last updated my blog.. been bz wif FYP presenting and all to think abt much stuff... btw srry greenie gomenesai.... haha btw greenie can send me a msg to me ma... I sent the phone to repair den lost all the phone contacts haha... send me a msg ba I keep in contact wif u through phone aso ba...

Although tml is deepavali.... I am nt celebratin for 1 yr I cant celebrate anythin well cause of my cousin's death... its a custom I guess... lolz but to be honest... I gt no mood to celebrate aso... busy wif FYP tryin to rush it out in like a mth's time... as well as many other stuff too.... kinda stressed up... hiaz....

Sch just reopned again for the last semester of the third year for me haha.... weee finally gg to leave my stupid poly lolz and go into NS.... booked my medical in jan aft sch close.... haha.... i guess i cant wait to just get it over and done wif..... just wan to end all of these fast.... and get into workin life again.... BUT the most funniest part is... when u alrdy worked u find studies more enjoyable... which is kinda true cause its so much lesser stress den workin... u can ask any1 abt tt... rite GREENIE.... hehe....

Btw guys srry for being MIA for so long haha... tc guys btw anythin u can msn or sms or call me k.. and greenie sms me okie... i need to talk to u.....

Tc folks.. UNCLE STEVEN SIGNIN OFF.....

Happy National Day!!!!

2009-08-10T09:23:00.003+08:00

Hi all singaporeans... happy national day to all... incidentally.. it seems to be the bdae of a few ppl tt I noe too.. haha... wah liew damn envious of u all lor... gt the whole nation to celebrate wif u all de.. 21 gun (cannon) salute.. followed by 3 rounds of SAR21 salute.. and loads of fireworks... so lucky lor... hahahahahah.... k I am jealous okie.. haha... well happy bdae to u Hui Si, En-hui, and Alicia mei.. hmm am I missin any1 out tt i noe out ma... haha PS PS if I missed u out... sumimasen...

Well... honestly this national day.. is really nt happiness for me... nt like last time.. where I really enjoyed it with 2 ppl tt I cared and loved the most and celebrate the nation's bdae... sad to say both of them are nw gone.... One died when I started poly yr 1... which is 2 yrs ago.. and another... just a few wks ago or shld I say 1 mth ago... its just hard.. and I guess... it will take alot of time for me to recover again...

I just hope I will have the strength to continue livin this miserable life of mine... but I guess.. like wat En-hui mentioned I have to concentrate on other things too... other then the mournin... Well for one is my exams that are comin up soon in like 1 wk's time and the most screwed up part is my laptop is at acer service centre gettin my graphics card changed... yea so for nw i am usin my sch's loaned laptop.. hiaz... sians...

Despite the fall that I have had the lost of 2 of my most precious ppl.. I still wan to stand up and I am really nt sure hw long will I take this time.... but I hope tt the some1 special to me will be able to stand by me... although I cant promise u tt I will be the best bf... I noe tt at least I will try and be one to u... Although I did break ur heart once b4..... I noe that I ill try my best to ammend that.. cause I have lost u once and the pain of losin u tt once was really painful and I would nt wan to lose u again... will u give me chance to be wif u again??? I noe u need time to think abt our relationship and being tgt... and I will give u the space and time to think abt it... but no matter wat happens, I will still love u wif all my heart and wif all my soul... I swear and I promise u on the souls of the 2 ppl tt I loved dearly and have lost...

Well I guess I go and relax and enjoy my national day holiday ba... okie maybe nt really enjoy cause I will be in agony due to the lost... but yea.. tc folks..

TROUBLED AND SADDENED UNCLE STEVEN SIGNIN OFF.....

my life sucks like FUCK....

2009-07-16T14:12:00.004+08:00

Somehw i feel that life sucks to the max... I am like so depressed..... its like all the ppl tt I love are dyin while I this fked up asshole is still alive... 1st I lost andrew nxt I lost contact wif my most beloved jie hu is Eileen jie well because of a stupid mistake tt I did which i can say as I deserve it ba and I cant forgive myself for hurtin her... I am really srrt jie... den recently I lost my cousin bro hu went to canada to get his pilot license but ended up drownin cause of a fkin whirlpool.. well more like it was a freak accident.... AND NW fkin hell ytd I just receive another bad news... Dear is in bad shape cause of the cancer tt is spreadin in her body and may die in less den a yr or maybe slightly more...

FUCK.... y did god just wan to take all my loved ones but just nt me.... Y must I be tortured like tt??? Cant u just let me die tgt wif them... esp my dear.... Y... Fk it.. if u wan to take my dear from my side... u have to fkin get me 1st u fkin 700 in chinese asshole face man..

I dunno.. I just feel so confused... and I am really tired of gettin hurt always.... just when I tot I would have a gd life wif my dear... u must take her from me as well... I dun care whether she has to die er nt... I noe for sure tt I will always love her always and will nvr leave her side even though u have to take her away... I swear I will... ,,!,, ,,!,, tts wat I will give u....

I guess I go and relax alittle aft postin this... pon from class lolz... later still gt FYP meetin cause need to do alot of stuff... tc folks will update soon when I am free...

DEPRESSED UNCLE STEVEN SIGNIN OFF....

Finally home....

2009-07-12T21:52:00.002+08:00

Ahhh...... finally home swt home... went out to do my FYP poster and discuss wif the team on wat to put on the poster... keep tellin myself to tahan wat they say.... looks like my self control of nt flarin up and punchin the shit out of my fked up crappy team leader is pretty gd... haha.... Well I just dunno hw the fk u manage to learn hw to bullshit so much and just lie through ur pants like as if ur takin a god damn piss in the toilet sia... hiaz... no comments liao la u this team leader...

Well my poster I gt onli like until tml to do my part and I gt alot of work to do.. I guess I cant do it today... kinda dead beat... well partly is because I did nt manage to slp well the nite b4.... and aso partly is because my migrane is actin up alittle but nt to worry I took my medication alrdy haha.... last nite I downed 1/2 a bottle of Johnny Walker Black Label... haha well kinda stressed out as feelin tt life is FUCKED UP AS USUAL... which is y today I gotta slp if nt some1 is gg to nag the fk out of me and scold me... haha dear I am srry wor... dun scold me okie??? I just hope my poster presentation tt is on this comin sat on the 18th of july I will just do well enuf....

Bro give me the strength to continue fightin.... and give me the rite mind when doin things... thx ram bro and aso u too andrew... kinda miss u badly andrew and I am srry I have nt been able to visit ur grave as I have been really busy and stressed out... I just hope both of u will look out for me while in heaven... and I hope tt u both are doin well beside the lord.. At times I am kinda envious of u andrew... u have no more worries and all.... I just have the mentality tt hw I wish I could just join u in heaven and just look down upon all those hu I love and just protect them... hw I wish I could do just tt... just end all my misery.... its kinda painful when I think of the past... on the day tt u died... I still cry by myself when I think of the times tt we spent.... I really miss them.... but I noe this I have to take care of myself nw as I need to be strong for my family members as well as for some1 whom I really love and wish I can be wif for the rest of my life... Dear this msg is for u... I will love u wif all my heart and wif all my soul.. I promise.... dun ever think of the negative side okie... just think abt gettin well... I will nvr leave u I swear... no matter hw u may look like or watever illness u have I will always stand wif u fightin and stayin by ur side through all the tough times... I love u dear...

Well folks I gotta go time for me to get my "beauty" slp haha.... ADIOS AMIGOS...

TROUBLED UNCLE STEVEN SIGNIN OFF..............................

AN UPSET DAY.....

2009-07-11T20:14:00.002+08:00

Its been kinda long time since i blogged again.... I have alot of things tt are in my heart and I really dunno hw to say or smth... hiaz... 2 wks ago I was diagnosed to be a suspected H1N1 case cause of 1 havin all of the symptoms of the virus (i.e. high fever 38.1 but highest tt I shot up to was like 38.9 I think... runnin nose cough back ache and sore throat) was on LOA for 1 wk... well wat can I say just stay at home for 1 wk lor.... but wat even shook me was the death of my cousin bro hu went to canada to study for his pilot license.

Well wat came to me as the biggest surprise was when I was abt to slp on early sunday mornin arnd 1 am on 5th of july... I suddenly heard the phone ring and when I picked up I just heard my uncle.. by den I suspected smth must have happened was it my aunt or some1 else.... all I heard which gt me almost in tears was " Ram has drowned...." I was like frozen... I just could nt believe it... my cousin hu has gone to canada has died.... I could nt slp at all tt nite I just froze there..... and ended up cryin while on the bed..... well wat I noe is tt at least for 23 yrs of his life he did nt die in vain... he lived up to my grandparent's expectations and well he is also the apple of the eye of my 2 old folks..... and today is the day tt he will be cremeated as well as today is the day his body arrived back in his hometown which is in india... damn it hw I wish I could just fly back to see his body for the last time....I'm srry bro... but I promise I will do my best to keep our grandparents happy and proud I will nt fail u.. I promise... Rest In Peace my dear cousin brother.....

Another regret tt I have is losin a beloved jie of mine.... I hope when u read this entry of mine if ur in my blog tt is... I am srry Eileen jie... pls... forgive me.... I noe wat I did was a stupid mistake... I really miss the times tt we used to meet up and just talk abt anythin under the sun as well as on msn.... wo zhen de dui bu qi ni jie.. yuan liang wo hao ma??? wo hen xiang gen ni liao tian..... dui bu qi jie.... =(

I guess I shall just sign off for nw and just take some rest stil coughin and all just hope it would remain as a suspected case and nt a confirmed one.... hiaz.... to all my frens and loved ones hu read this.... tc and if u suspect anythin tt is amiss try and check urself if u have any symptoms like cough or runnin nose of even fever... if u have go and get medication from the doc pls go and take care of urselves drink more water....

UNCLE STEVEN SIGNIN OFF.........

WHAT THE HELL!!!!

2009-06-28T19:25:00.003+08:00

Been a long time since I last blogged... lolz.. been really busy wif FYP report and also not much freakin mood to blog... LMAO. First of all... thx to a whole load of ppl hu helped savin my ass... thx en hui and erebus... for comin to save my pitiful ass when I was in the gr8est pinch of my life...

Here goes... I did my FYP report and wrote it till like almost 2k words ++ on the 24th june and i was like kinda tired so just tot go slp... pressed alt f4... as u noe microsoft words will come out the prompt to save ur file if u did nt hit the save button eariler... which i obviously didn't cause i was busy typin the hell out of my report... nxt wat happened was i just hit enter wifout lookin at the prompt was it at yes or no... nxt mornin in sch i go open the file.. HOLY MOTHER WAT THE FUCK.... my 2k++ words in the report... poof... like aladin.... gone!!!! if ur thinkin hell yea.. steven gt this shit happenin to him all of a sudden.. UR DAMN FKIN RITE... I hit tt kinda pinch.... BOO YA!!!!!!!!!!!!

Well on the day of the handin up... which was friday on the 26th of june i really gotta thank erebus for comin down to help me out in my report writin.. thx bro.. i owe u one... and en hui.... thx so much.... words cant mean a thing for wat u done for me... a million thx..... in fact rite nw i am destressin and writin this blog haha... oh ya nt forgettin cy... my part time smokin buddy for sendin me the list of items in the protocol to be written in the report thx bro.. haha ( OI SMILIN TIGER.. IF UR READIN THIS BLOG... DUN START SMOKIN LA... AIYO... I SEE U SMOKE MACHAM LIKE U NVR SMOKE QUIT LA... DUN SMOKE LA...)

Well the rest of my team members... all i gotta say to u all is ,,!,, yea tts rite fk u... thx ar.... i finally get to noe wat kind of mother fkers u guys ar... when u need ppt and all tt shit... eh steven send me lei pls lei... lim bei give u face send u but report... when i in my gr8est agony u mother fkers dun even send me... as though i need to COPY AND PASTE the fkin things u guys wrote. All i fkin need is ur stupid list of the contents.. even tt aso cannot send me ar... 700 in CHINESE MANDRIN la... ( COPYRIGHTED LIAO HOR DUN STEAL MY TRADEMARK SENTENCE HOR!!! LOLZ!!! haha)

Nxt time... dun bother askin me for any ppt or watever for the matter.. nt even a god damn stick of cigarette.. no money dun smoke... dun keep thinkin just because ur aso an INDIAN means u can take cigarettes from me for free... it just show wat a peice of SHIT u are... arrgghhh nvm dun wan to take abt them.... alrdy.. onli fkin pisses me off....

Wats worse is my old injury is still there... and I have at times blurred vision as well as constant headaches macham like migrane... DOC just told me to relax and take some pain killers... to stop the pain and aso to rest alot...hiaz...

Tt means... no more long hrs of starin at the com as well as workin late nites... FUCK IT MAN... arrrghhh.... well i onli hope tt some1 tt i care abt and love and respect till the upmost will get better..... dun worry abt me okie?? i will be fine and i will always love u and care abt u as a fren tc k?? ... i guess its just time for me to relax abit more... and all will be fine...

Aight folks time for me to chill out i guess...

Troubled Uncle Steven signin off...........

been a wk in sch.....

2009-04-26T17:32:00.002+08:00

Its been a wk since my sch started... there are gd news and bad news.... gd news is we start at 10 am... SO CAN SLP MORE WOOHOO...... SLP BABY SLP WAKAKAK.... lolz.... BUT..... ZEE bad news is shorter breaks and aso freakin jam packed bus ride home.... zzzzzzzz ARRGGHHH and ofc definitely more stress in sch.... final yr... hiaz.... thank god the wk ended and moreover 24th was a special day...

Well 3 mths has passed since we were tgt so quickly..... I love ya more and more... though its 2 days aft our anni... but still HAPPY 3RD MTH BABY.... MUACKS!!!!! ^^ hope we will stay strongly in love wif each other and aso we would be able to withstand the tests tt are gg to be challengin ahead of us...... Well I noe tt aft u start work nxt wk.. we will nt be able to spend so much time tgt as always but I promise tt the times tt we have tgt I will treasure u wif all my heart okie??? Work hard and try and be tolerant ba I noe some bosses can be really outrageous and ba dao... but try and tolerate okie..... I will always stand by u offerin u my shoulder to lean on always when ur tired... and I will be ur pillar of strength jy wor!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hope we would be able to spend our 4th mth tgt I gt smth up my sleeve den hehe... Nt gg to tell u or give u any clues abt wat I am gg to do den... hehe... hope u will like it ba ^^.....

Well I gtg and do some stuff.. will try and update soon..... dependin on my busy schedule..

BB folks... UNCLE STEVEN SIGNIN OUT.......................

The day of infammy.....

2009-04-05T21:00:00.002+08:00

Well... 6th of april is finally here.... the faithful day... Its been 2 yrs since u left us... well.. honestly it shld have been me... but u saved me... and up till today.. I still cant forget the scene... it's just too painful... Well bro... I swore to u tt I will do u proud and listen to u... so far I have done all the things... Ur family and all is safe and doin well.... but I can bet none of us would be able to do anythin on the fateful day... whenever I slp.. I see images of hw it happened.... I have to drink till I am completely drunk to be able to slp well or take medication instead of alcohol... Whenever I think of tt fateful day..... I just break down.... I just cant accept the fact tt ur gone and its all because of me...

Well... I guess I have to say this.. I am really srry.... tt I cant forgive myself and get over ur death.... but I am tryin to get over.... I just hope tt ur family members would be able to cope and I swear tt I will try my best to be wif them when they need....

For those hu knew hu u were... I would like to propose a toast to andrew.... The gr8est fighter and the best kor... tt I have ever known... or ever will noe... HUAT AR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

signin off.............

A mind drainin situation

2009-02-24T21:08:00.003+08:00

hey guys.... wassup... srry man.. have nt been updatin much recently been kinda pissed off and really in a mind irritatin situation.... dunno hw long can i tahan sia... betul..... honestly i feel like shoutin out and stuff but just holdin back.....

k here goes..... the thing tt is buggin me...... :

For 20 yrs i have nt met or heard any movement or seen any1 from my mum's side cause of smth tt happeend 21 yrs ago... which was really bo liao to the core..... tt seperated my parents and me from my mum's side folks... den one wednesday i did nt go out tt day... suddenly at arnd 9 pm.. i hear the door bell ringin and door knockin... i was thinkin... " hu the bloody fk is this bangin the door and gettin the attention of the ppl inside... nth better to do ar" open the door and see 1 man and 1 woman there... i tot some salesperson or smth..... Wat shocked me was they asked me if my mum's name is this and my dad's name is this... I was like.......... hu are u guys... den tt woman said I am ur mum's 4th sister... CAN U FREAKIN THINK OF THE SHOCK TT I HAD.... I mean i noe and i have heard all abt my mum's family hw many sisters and all frm my mum but havin to meet all of a suddenly out of the blue... I was seriously like.... WAT THE HOLY MOTHER FK...... I seriously stood there like a statue for like a few secs dunno wat to say and all.... den my mum came out and saw..... But..... the reunion of my mum's 4th sis and her is nt say the mind drainin situation honestly... tt was just alrite i mean i am shaken and in shock but wat i heard aft tt was really......... I really dunno hw to explain tt feeling.... My grandma... aka my mum's mum is lyin in hospital wif stroke and bleedin in the brain.... and she may die anytime....

When i heard it..... even i was in total shock...... for 20 yrs.... i have nt met any of u and i noe none of u... and all of a sudden u tell me tt my grandma was in hospital wif haemorrage in the brain.... my 1st tot was is this another " crime-watch" connin shyt or was this for real... i dunno... but aft the nxt day.... i knew it was for real..... I am like totally lost for words and all... well i did nt even think tt a family reuinion would happen while a family member is on the death bed... ( honestly there is nt much chance but the situation can be overturned dependin on individual cause bleedin the the brain is no joke.... we have to look at the age and the other things tt the patient maybe sufferin b4 we can conclude tt the patient maybe able to survive....) but thank god she has nw gained her consiciousness but still in a critical condition... i mean anythin can happen nt even I can play god... in my opinion.. my grandma will most likely go... its onli a matter of time.... i am nt cursin her.. its facts.... but it can be a miracle... if she can survive until many more years...

Well I just pray tt the whole family is being united because of this matter.... I am still in shock and fear.... well cause of some issues which I would nt wan to discuss....... hiaz...............

TROUBLED UNCLE STEVEN SIGNIN OFF..............................................

YOZ.....

2009-02-04T10:46:00.002+08:00

Wassup guys... Hiaz see bei sians... i am like dyin liao.... not been workin for the past few days and have been clearin some stuff recently... den i chanced upon smth interestin.... a photo of me and my best pal frm sec sch.... OMG hw long has it been since I contacted much of the ppl in my sec sch... haha... honestly when i see my sec sch photos I look like a freakin idiotic S.O.B. lol... I am nt jkin.... look normal but a devil inside always playin prank and all in sec sch... always gettin into fights in the canteen and all... HIAZ ALL THE GD OLD DAYS OF FUN... and tt was when i really was wif andrew... I'll nvr forget tt even though u have gone... u will always be the best pal I'll ever have...

Even though its been 2 yrs since u have left us..... we (esp me) have nt been able to forget abt u my fren u were the best pal any1 could ever ask for helpin out no matter wat through thick and thin.... when i was down u always cheered me up... when i gt into trouble u would help me and try and take the blame always shielding me from harm like as if I was a younger bro to u.... YET... on tt fateful day.... I was nt able to save u nt even once.... I will nvr be able to forgive myself for tt.... Have been really beatin myself up for wat happeend to u... The person hu shld have been dead was me.... Y did u shield me andrew...y !!!!!! Y didn't those mother fkers just kill me on tt day too so tt i can aso join u in heaven.... Y did our frens come so fast and chase those fkin robbers away even b4 I could avenge u or die tryin.... Y am I so fkin useless and nt able to help u in gettin those fkin assholes hu killed u and let them escape and up to today nt be able to catch them properly or assist the police in their capture.......

I have failed u andrew I am ashamed to even see u in april... I dun deserve to be even called ur bro.... ANDREW... I can promise u this... I will definitely get those mother fkers or die tryin.... I wont let u die in vain..... I swear to god.... Hope tt u would protect me when I do tt....

Rest in peace my fren... we miss u loads andrew..... tc

UNCLE STEVEN SIGNIN OFF....................

( p.s. editor's note : I am srry for rantin so much abt this I just need to get it off my chest if nt i feel dead miserable I AM SRRY FOLKS FOR UPSETTIN ANY OF U....)

a fked up day for me...

2009-01-29T11:26:00.004+08:00

HIAZ SEE BEI SIANS... lappy tio tai ji again.... piang eh... wassup wif my laptop sia... an zua buay song wif me ar... every nw and den tio tai ji wif me.... since like lat wk friday on the startin of the sch holiday tio this kind of tai ji... knn see bei suay ar... somemore CNY rnd the corner den could nt go down waited for like 4 days and went down ytd...so practically i was stonin durin eve of CNY and for the rest of the days....

Ytd went down see a long queue i alrdy sian diao by half liao...the person at the reception counter check and say maybe is graphics card prob... den ask me if i wan to wait for 2 hrs ++ or wan to book in... ask if i can get it fixed today and gt the parts he say gt and can fix by today... wait for like 2 hrs past i alrdy damn sians... see the engineer and hear him say have to book in cause no parts.. i was wat the fark.... u made me wait for 2 hrs givin me hope tt u have the parts and i can get it back by today den u fkin tell me nw tt u dun have... wat the bloody mother fkin kind of 700( in chinese) service attitude is this... wah knn see bei pek chek lor.... like this means I nt gg to have a lappy for like almsot 3 wks or smth and no cabalin for tt long aso... wth la.... wah lao..... FARKIN ACER PPL LA.... when ppl need the parts den u order ar cannot str order in spare ar... kns...

Hiaz.... see bei sians... no cabal nvm... no money aso cause i cannot work wifout the info in lappy and when i asked if i can have a replacement set they say dun have... make me even more du lan lor... if i have a project and aso i need to do work wif my lappy and if it is gone den hw am i suppose to do my work??? is this called gd customer service??? hiaz... i go emo in one corner liao la.... damn sad....

SADDED UNCLE STEVEN SIGNIN OFF........ SOBS!!!!!!!

YO WASSUP HOMIES

2009-01-05T10:07:00.002+08:00

WELCOMO TWO DE NEW YEAR!!!!!! woots finally its 2009.... lol srry guys have nt been updatin my blog as i have been kinda busy and all haha... btw to justin and li qing.. happy new year to u too... haha.... kinda bored in sch so decided to update my this dead blog haha.... sians...

well best wishes to all the peeps hu are lookin at my blog haha.. take care homies.... talk to u soon

UNCLE STEVEN SIGNIN OFF.............

hiaz..........

2008-11-20T19:00:00.002+08:00

Oh.. lol srry guys nt been updatin... kinda lazy haha.... or more like too tired to blog much.... been busy wif my sch work, workin and ofc a little cabal to destress off once in a while... oh ya justin u said they still have sent u the letter ar... u try log into the asiasoft again ask them send the email again den check ur junk mail..... its probably there... haha... as for u li qing wat ah pek i just call myself uncle hor... nt ah pek... lolz...

I think smth is vry wrong wif me lolz.... lost total inspiration to actually blog at times... u noe la the feeling when ur tired u just feel like lyin on the bed and probably sip a bottle of nice cold beer and munch a little enjoyin the breeze of the fan.... probably dream of a couple of chio bus.... LMAO.. jkin jkin ( dear dun get angry ar... hehe i was just playin).... or better still dream of myself in the merridian or watever is it called relaxin at the beach enjoyin the sun set... ahhh SEE BEI SONG AR.... nw tts wat i call relaxation mwahahahaha.... (p.s. I zhi high mwahahaha)

Tests and all comin up too.. .so maybe may nt be able to post much on blog haha.... but will try and post when i am free... SO DUN MISS ME AR LI QING AND JUSTIN... I NOE LA U ALL MISS ME LIKE HELL RITE.... haha.... kk time for UNCLE STEVEN and nt AH PEK STEVEN hor to go and makan and relax liao... will post soon...

ADIOS AMIGOS..............................

UNCLE STEVEN SIGNIN OFF............................

weeee holidays!!!!

2008-10-29T09:53:00.002+08:00

Ahhhh!!!! finally long awaited holidays are finally here..... for 1 whole wk of workin to earn money as well game is here... hehe.... see bei song ar.... no need to worry abt any studyin for 1 wk... Just b4 the holidays started last wk friday... met E jie at hougang mall.. discussed wif her certain things and all... I gotta admit she looks better den b4 haha.... wait a min am I tryin to court her... lol haha jkin jkin u E jie will always be my darling jie... haha... Bought some A cash items for my cousin and ended up being able to use half of them... muahahaha a complete RIPAGE OFF HIM.. muahahaha I am so evil... lolz.. nah i am just kiddin he did nt need alot of it ma so he gave to me 30K a cash and I went to buy 2 more and bought smth called chaos avatar box which costs like 85 mill in the game... shiok sia... use 1 myself rest all sell and bought some equipment.... i would say quite hardcore ba..... hw I wish I can be like in game.. be able to protect my frens my loved ones esp.... I wouldn't be so miserable if I was able to protect andrew.......

Well I guess I have to still live life to the best tt I can... and just make sure tt I can protect my gf as well as those I love and nt allow smth like wat happened to me and andrew happen again... this will be a past tt i will be takin to the grave....

Hope tt aft sch reopens I will get more concentrated in my work and do well... and tt I will make my lost brother proud.... may ur soul rest in peace my fren... I will take care of matters for u at home andrew... all of us miss u bro... I am sure if I were to propose a toast all those hu knew u would agree to wat I say in tt toast.... *to andrew the best bro, fighter and carin person tt I have ever noe or ever will noe.... to andrew*

Well time for me to get back to workin and at the same time skill rankin up in cabal... haha multi-taskin baby woohoo I love doin tt.... ^^

ADIOS AMIGOS....

UNCLE STEVEN SIGNIN OFF..................................

Hmmm wats happenin to me????

2008-10-09T08:42:00.002+08:00

I think i am losin the inspiration to blog sia.... lmao..... OMG wats happenin to me sia.... ahhhh!!!!!!! lolz.... I have nt been really updatin my blog recently as I have been like kinda busy as well as like no mood to blog at times....

Ytd was kinda fun.... I spent time playin my on9 game frm like late mornin to late afternoon and I was like farmin gold for my char to buy items and all... kinda fun to be thrashin the mobs as well as KSERS!!!!!! MUAHAHAHAH!!!!! I am so evil...... lolz.... I was able to talk to some1 for like a while b4 i went to work.... I really dunno y I am like happy and I am like smilin alot when I am talkin to her be it in the game where we met as well as in msn or even on the phone..... hmmm am I like in love again.... I dunno lolz.... haha... I think I shall listen to class b4 I get bad grades haha... will update soon i hope.....

Adios amigos...

UNCLE STEVEN SIGNIN OFF.........................................

Its been a long time.....

2008-09-22T08:51:00.002+08:00

Boy it has been a long time since i last updated my blog haha... well my laptop was sittin at ACER sevice centre for the last 3 wks... so did nt bother... PLUS i was busy wif doin my work and all.... hiaz......

My laptop is finally back woohooo i am so zhi high.... DOTA, CS, CABAL, ALL THE GAMES BRING IT ON U MOFOS..... wooohoooo fang ma guo lai........ I guess i will continue bloggin at nite ba.. in sch atm haha..... talk to u soon folks...

FEELIN SO DOWN.....

2008-08-21T14:59:00.003+08:00

Well i made a rather big mistake to a jie.... made her vry pissed off.... yea well i asked for it disurb he fren's blog and aso spmmed on her blog... well nw i apologize on my blog ba.... JIE I AM REALLY SRRY... PLS GIVE ME A CHANCE.... I AM REALLY SRRY...

These days i feel like i am so lonely... although yea workin non stop as well as playin cabal sea to destress myself... make myself occupied and nt think so much.... some nites i dun slp much cause i am dreamin of andrew again.... so just wake up to do work..... but yea most of the time i am nt slpin is cause of my job.... have to submit to client like by 8 am or smth... which sux la.... i juts came to noe frm the news tt if u dun slp u can get high blood pressure lol... well yea true in a way haha... alrdy am havin high blood pressure lol frm the stress tt my mum is givin me and a whole load of other stuff.

Some timesi just feel like gg to the top floor and commitin sucide.. ends all my sufferin... but come to think abt it.. if i die wat my parents eat.... wind ar.... these days my mum have been naggin at me non stop to slp and all... i feel like tellin her.... " MA... i am like workin cause of wat to feed this family... u ask me to stop workin and slp u wan me to lose my job isit... and more over can u like stop naggin at me.. wat ur doin sittin at home and cleanin up the house ur nt the one bringin in the money it was dad last time... nw dad no job gettin back his job and i am providin for the family cause i am the onli child is it fair for me er nt for u to be naggin at me... "

Sometimes parents wan to care but dun understand the pain tt their children are gg through... i am workin to feed my family.. nt doin smt else like sit back do other stuff.. if i am doin tt scold me ya nth to say... i am workin through the nite for wat... to allow u all to at least have a bettr life.... in the end wat i get NTH... I JUST GET SHIT AND CRAP LOAD OF SALIVA SPLATTERED TO MY FACE.....

Been drinkin too these days... still havin the scar of losin andrew.... dunno hw long will it take to mend my broken heart....

Well guess i gotta get back to writin my proposals b4 i get another load of saliva on my face by my clients lol.... will update when i am free....

UNCLE STEVEN SIGNIN OFF.......................................

gr8 i think i am fallin sick.......

2008-08-15T18:41:00.003+08:00

GR8 news i am fallin sick i think.. its been a vry long time since i last fell sick.. lol... dunno if it is a gd sign er nt sia..ROFLMAO..... must be the toast bread i ate ytd la.. toast until a little chaota..... den just makan... but rite i think ar it was because of 9th of aug.. last wk sat la..... piang eh... chiong like xiao....... btw thx for jioin me to MOS tt day wor adrian... YES ADRIAN... ur the best... lol... say pay for me everythin lol... i forgot ur a darn rich guy la... somemore can lend money to vince.. lol... ( bro xiao xin some1 aft she read this blog sure interested in u... she alrdy shwed interest when i told her tt u jio me club and paid for me everythin... make sure u stick wif da sao ar... if nt this gal sure wan to milk u ROFLMAO..... ) OH MAN I MISS THE RASPBERRY PUFFS frm marks and spencer..... i need my fix..... ARRRGGHHH.... nvm... HIAZ

I think if andrew still alive ar... i sure die.. he sure to scold me and adrian lor.... cause i drink until dunno my limit den end up throat all dry.. lol.. heng nt drunk.. phew... talkin abt which i miss him sia lol..... but tml i can visit him again.... will definitely be bringin his favs.... JOHNNIE WALKER- BLACK LABEL... 3 bottles ( me, adrian and ofc frm ur family) and 2 packs of marlboro reds..... Kor bless me, and all of our xiong di men frm gettin into any more things... to think rationally and do u proud.... take care of ur ah pa and ah ma.... xiao mei.... my family.. includin u noe hu... and aso my extended family... ( Elieen jie... Jacqueline jie.. Wei ting jie... Kelvin.... Justin...Shiqian...Alicia...) take care of shiqian and nt allow her to think of smth stupid... she is the weakest and the one tt i am worried abt the most.... I hop u can protect this jie of mine too.. elieen jie... let her concentrate on her studies to make the right decision and nt worry abt anythin else except her studies and bf... give her a clear mind to allow her to acheive her goals in life and ofc a blessed happy life and not be a loser like me... and lastly me give me the strength to move on... to take in stride wat has happened.... give me the strength to protect those tt i love like shiqian, elieen and those tt i mentioned above... give me the strength to show them wat u had done for me while u were still alive... pls kor i beg u.. give me ur strength let me unleash the fighter in me while u were still alive...ANDREW... U WLL ALWAYS BE MY KOR... the best fighter... and brother tt i have known or ever will noe.... HUAT AR......

time for me to relax and enjoy my friday dun worry i will take care of myself folks....

UNCLE STEVEN SIGNIN OFF...............................

( personal note to kor: 我不会让你失望的大哥，我一顶会让你觉得骄傲。i will make sure i fulfil dream and ur last words.. i will make sure i make it into a uni.... IN LOVIN MEMORY OF ANDREW.......... MAY UR SOUL REST IN PEACE KOR!!!!!!!!!!!!)

A tiring wednesday.....

2008-08-13T20:56:00.002+08:00

I think for the 1st time I gotta admit... my wednesday was a tirin one... BUT.... and i say BUT wif caps lock on baby.... its nt because of work..... ITS BECAUSE I WENT OUT TO ENJOY... woohoo.....

Being the start of the 3 wks holidays since the term of the semester in RP 2nd yr has ended for me ytd i tot can slp late and wake up late lor.... but wednesdays are usually break for me cause i no elective for the 1st sem ma... den scully today my fren vince went and wake me up in the middle of my beauty slpin dreams and ask me whether wan to go to jln kayu... this was the exact convo of wat he said..... " EH steven... amai pia plata at jln kayu... lim pei plangah le eh amai... plus kopi.... amai.... den chit tiam pia DOTA le eh axe wa eh earth shaker.. chiong some ppl online amai...... " den i was like... " orh eh sai buay.. le eh plangah.. i tot u tio albert tai ji.... O$NVRP$.... aiya steady la.. i plangah u la.. mai dun wan u to plangah me.. u settle ur tai ji wif albert den plangah me nt late... okie la steady la.. pia DOTA... pia hu... gor hong cheng kang i go change and all den meet up.. pia plata..."... this was wat happened la... aft tt chiong DOTA... omg we 2 own ppl lor.. lol... dunno hw some ppl play.. i would say tt i am like a noob and just started learnin hw to use axe lor... okie these are the items tt i bought.... " vangaurd, 2 soul boosters, blade mail, BOT den instead of buyin butterfly i go and keh xiao chiong dagon cause too much money liao.. lol..." like this nia lei... guess my kill count.... 2 vs 5 we 2 ppl kill them in total 13 times ar... i kill the most la... but 1st blood thriple kill was caused by vince lor... suddenly come in block and use ulti.. den all i heard was... " FIRST BLOOD THRIPLE KILL " den the opponents send msg... " Wat the holy mother hell" GG... powderful lor we 2 lol.....

I think today was the happiest day in my life i guess haha.. gt to go out wif her... muahaha... i think those hu noe me well enuf will noe hu i am talkin abt haha.... but b4 tt i met elieen jie cause she was gg to sch and just nice i aso gg ma.. so took bus tgt.... and met her at TPY.... made our way to bugis and did all the things... tgt haha... well i am honored to spend time wif u.. haha.. lol jkin jkin... Aft tt i sent her home and went to buy some stuff for my neighbour..

Well it is tme for uncle steven to go and chiong and slp lo.. if nt ar sure to tio back ache lol.. OLD MAN LIAO LA... haha... well ADIOS FOLKS....

UNCLE STEVEN SIGNIN OFF ...............................

WOOHOOO.. HAPPY NATIONAL DAY FOLKS!!!!

2008-08-09T08:03:00.006+08:00

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY FOLKS..... hell yea today is the 9th of aug... somtimes as a citizen u gotta be proud ahah... but honestly i have gt to admit there are things in singapore which may nt be tt appealin haha.. ERP baby.... everwhere aso ERP.

WAN TO NOE SMTH.... i think ar i post this out.. u guys sure WAH PIANG EH.... U guys noe shenton way..... YA SHENTON WAY..... there is an ERP gantry there rite...ON A SATURDAY ITS ASO ON.... i am like OH MY GOD.....the onli ppl there on a sat at shenton way are probably GHOSTS....... eh srry srry.. choy choy choy.. forgot nw 7th mth... but really la.. on a sat and u wan to on ERP on shenton way... alamak... use ur brain ar... at most ppl doin wat.. shoppin in orchard road aso buay sai ar.... UNCLE SAM ar UNCLE SAM.... u dun have enuf pay isit.

PLS la... What we are earnin HALF of it is gg to TAXES here and there.. EVERYTHIN WE DO aso tio tax..... NW GST SOMEMORE IS 7%.... WAH PIANG HW U EXPECT US TO SURVIVE... The price of rice aso risin this and tt aso risin GST nw 7% den water utility bill aso risin practically i can say OUR COSTS OF LIVIN INCREASED... BUT THE ONLY GOD DAMN MOTHER FKIN THING TT IS NT INCREASIN IS OUR GOD DAMN PAY... Seeryeously la... A normal poly grad lets say he or she did nt manage to get into uni.. his startin pay is wat 1.8K or maybe arnd almost 2 K ba... BUT.... he come out frm poly str away can get job ar.... for the nxt few mths wat he eat... wind ar.... DEN ASO HW ABT THE ITE STUDENTS.. hw they gg to survive if they dun make it into Poly...

UNCLE SAM AR UNCLE SAM.... u wan us to stay in singapore and all.. UR PACKAGE nt attractive enuf to MAKE SINGAPOREANS WAN TO STAY lor... cost of living alone tio tai ji liao... wan to keep ourselves alive is still okie la.. but maybe a little hard must be frugal.. wat happens if we have kids and all.. TENTU MATI!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AS GD AS GD GAME....

I am nt tryin to critise the government seriously la..... But think abt it lor... u wan to tax here and there okie fine... but pls consider the general citizens......

OKIE FINE... anyways FOLKS ENJOY UR HOLIDAYS.. HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!!!!

UNCLE STEVEN SIGNIN OFF.................................

A STRESSED DAY!!!!!!

2008-08-07T20:03:00.002+08:00

SRRY FOLKS NT BEEN UPDATIN MUCH RECENTLY.... well cause i have been busy workin and doin my sch work and other stuff.... I think i seriously need to relax and probably need a vacation or smth so tt i can relax and chill... really need it...

Went to the doc's on wednesday.... dunno y all of a sudden i have coughed up blood a little... report still awaitin ... Doc said can be lung cancer... or it could be due to my old prob of slight internal bleeding ( old injury ).... IF TIO LUNG CANCER.. tt is it man... But i dun think it is haha.. so nth much to worry i have faith in myself.... most likely is old prob...

Been havin dreams of the event tt happened on gd friday last yr.. abt andrew again... which sux la.. i think this matter is gg to pei me till the day i die ba .... this guilt of mine shld be taken to the grave wif me.. no one else shld bear this pain onli me shld be the one to bear this pain... this is a burden onli i can carry....

Well today was the last day of RDNA woohoo vacations comin soon.. happy SEY... lol... best is nxt wk wed.. maybe can meet some1 muahahahaha... see bei song ar... WELL GUESS I GTG AND PREPARE SOME STUFF...

UNCLE STEVEN SIGNIN OFF... ADIOS MATES................

( note: ELIEEN JIE TAKE CARE WOR.. LOVE ALL THOSE PPL TT I POSTED IN MY PREVIOUS POST STILL HAHA.... LOVE ALL OF U PPL LOADS... BUT ONLI FEW PPL ARE THE ONES TT I TRULY LOVE THE MOST AND U GUYS NOE HU U R.... tc folks)..... loves

NICE SUNDAY....

2008-08-03T18:41:00.006+08:00

YO YO YO..... srry man folks been busy writin reports as well as compiling my PP these few days... srry tt i ignored u wor... so srry.. hope ur nt angry wif me....

Well i went to meet a da jie today... guess u all noe hu la.. C jie.. haha.... somehw dunno y in the world she had to go back to her office to do stuff on a SUNDAY mornin lor... i tot she was a 9-5 mon-fri kind of worin office chio bu scully sunday she must go back.... hiaz... poor thing... NVM i went back to shw her stuff aso lor.. so she nt so sian.. haha pei her until she left the office.. but the best part was...... THE 2 OF US MANAGED TO SEE A GOD DAMN BMW KENA RAPED ON THE SLE HIGHWAY BY A LANCER LOR...... I was like holy macaroni.... hw in the world did a BMW get raped by a lancer sia.... i was in C jie's RX8 and we were travellin frm woodlands cause went there to makan smth at the same time see her dear.. den we gg back to my place lor.. so took SLE.. scully just nice at the yishun exit there rite.. heard macham gt some1's car wif turbo... at 1st i tot was C jie's car cause i know she gt turbo in the car liao.. scully is diff sound lor... turn arnd see one BMW there and a lancer drive past it and flash light signallin its win...( international car talk for i win... in street racin tt is) haha.... i was like shocked lor....i think ar tt person in the lancer is havin an orgasm or smth sia... rape a BMW.... haha..

Any car fanatics hu chiong car forum one tell me if u guys see some1 posted the news tt he was in a lancer and he raped a BMW on SLE ar.. gam sia... i will really wan to put wat tt guy wrote in the forum here so tt all of u can see it lor.. ahah....

Well.... i guess i have to go off and prepare for my uncle... haha... sia la jia lat i think tml i sure to have hangover sia.... jia la jia lat... but nvm la aso gd makes me stop thinkin abt andrew's matter...

Tonite's drinkin session wif my uncle will be an honor to remember u kor... HUAT AR.... BROTHERS FOR LIFE...... I THINK I SHALL ASO DECLARE THIS.......I LOVE SHIQIAN MEI.. ALICIA MEI.... CASSY MEI.... JASMINE JIE.... LIYANA JIE.... ELIEEN JIE.....CHARLENE JIE....ANGELA JIE..... JACQUELINE JIE... WEILI JIE... JUSTIN BRO... KELVIN BRO .... ANDREW KOR...AND OFC NT FORGETTIN SOME1 LA..... I LOVE ALL OF U LOADS.... hope tt i will be able to protect and love all of u....

Like my pm in msn... " Have withstood pain to create many weapons... Yet those hands will nvr hold anythin.. So... As I pray.... Unlimited Blade Works!!!!" My onli simple wish is to be able to protect u all.. my loved ones.... hope andrew would give me the str to perservere so tt i can fulfil this little wish of mine....

Well time for UNCLE STEVEN to go and prepare for my uncle's arrival...

ADIOS AMIGOS...

UNCLE STEVEN SIGNIN OFF.....

Quote by DOMINIC(THE FAST AND THE FURIOUS):

" I LIVE MY LIFE A 1/4 MILE AT A TIME.... NTH ELSE MATTERS...... IN THOSE 10 SECS OR LESS.... I'M FREE"

YAY.... My wife is cured

2008-07-31T19:51:00.002+08:00

Finally my wife ( A.K.A. my acer 5680 lappy) IS FINALLY FIXED.... woohoo..... hard disk crashed.... den nth can be restored... well.. wat to do.. nvm lor get new stuff liao.... 160 GB hard disk plus 1 more GB RAM installed baby... total cost 70 plus... nt bad huh..... all gt frm sim lim ma.. hehe....

But i seriously dun understand this one policy tt RP is usin and seriously it is makin me darn pissed.... The IT helpdesk ppl in RP is tellin me tt it is policy tt as long as ur RAM is 1 GB u have to install vista enterprise... wat the hell la.... dudes.. u noe hw much of hangin u will have just by doin some stuff when ur OS is on vista... For me still okie la... 2 GB RAM still have occasional hangin time lor... and it is damn irritatin esp when ur in the middle of smth impt like when ur doin ur PPT or smth and the lappy hangs... WAAAAHHH.. I tell u.. it happened to me today macham 3 times.. and i almost wanted to start swearin and cursin lor...

Since IT helpdesk is nt understandin and intends to stick wif this policy... I think I shld like start talkin to the person in charge of the damn place and talk some stupid FUCKED UP sense into him.... Srry i can tahan.. wah piang eh... heck them la.. i tml i tellin off the person in charge liao... all i can say is ar DR ALWIS OF RP DUN FKIN MAKE ME FKIN CB DU LAN.. DUN MAKE ME GO TO EDUCATION DEPARTMENT AND START TELLIN THEM ABT THE FKED UP IT HELPDESK IN THE FKIN SCH....

I am so srry for scoldin so much vulgarities in this post man... just bui tahan ar.... damn pissed off by the vista... even 2 gb RAM can aso tio chit teh chit teh.... den 1 GB lei... hang there like in vortex ar... EH IT HELPDESK PPL.. USE UR BRAINS A LITTLE LEI.....

ARRGGHHH!!! enuf liao la.... if i blog somemore ar i think more vulgarites are gg to start spillin out... cannot tahan RP lor...

ALRITE FOLKS UNCLE STEVEN IS GG TO CHILL AND PROBABLY TAKE A BREATHER B4 I GO MAD WIF MY VISTA OS...

UNCLE STEVEN SIGNIN OFF........................

WOOHOO THERE IS A CURE!!!!!!!!

2008-07-29T13:08:00.002+08:00

I went to IT helpdesk to ask for help to reformat my lappy.. well cause i tot tio virus.. but scully is nt cause tio virus is cause hardware prob... wah sian.. all my info all gone.. * sobs like a baby* " my movies.. my baby songs... my beloved photos....... all gone" lol... i guess this is wat happens if u freakin use for too much and too long lor.. haha.. wear and tear la.. bo bian....

MAN I AM SO FREE RITE NW AND TT I CAN WRITE MY DAMN BLOG POST IN THE MIDDLE OF SCH TIME.. SHIOK RITE.. MUAHAHAHA WAITIN FOR MY TEAM MATES TO COME BACK MA...HAHA... tml i will be gg to down to JE to do up my lappy.. and hopefully i can get it back fast lor.. if nt i will be like in deep trouble lol....

Okie guys time for UNCLE STEVEN to go off liao.... will update soon ba..

ADIOS AMIGOS....

UNCLE STEVEN SIGNIN OFF.............................................................

ARRRGHHHH!!!!! MY LAPPY

2008-07-26T11:08:00.004+08:00

Wat the hell is happenin... OMG.. i cant start my laptop at all...they say need to contact administrator... looks like i have to go to IT helpdesk in sch to check my lappy ba... DAMN IT...all my pics and movies and songs... and most imptly some pics tt were so hard to get ALL GONE ARRRGHHH.... sian diao liao la..... I AM SO GG TO EMO NW......or isit my damn lappy spoil liao....

OMG if tt was true i am so nt gg to forgive myself...... WAT THE HELL CAN I DO... ALL MY IMPT STUFF INSIDE.. my work and all.. OMG MY PP..... DAMN IT...... arrrrrrrrrrrrghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SIAN AR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wat can i do.. pls tell me

Guess i have to change...

2008-07-25T22:20:00.004+08:00

I think for those hu knew me frm montfort.. u guys will think... well hell yea steven is typin in the same way he is talkin man just like when he was in sec sch ... well bros.... u can't go arnd and keep scoldin fk all the way rite... GUESS.... it is high time i change my attitude and stuff man... vulgarites shldn't be in the vocab... seriously those of u hu noe me in my sec would have heard me... cursin and swearin half my life away.. well JUST FOR UR INFO.. I HAVE CHANGED QUITE A BIT.... nt every sentence of mine ends wif a toot...... which previously was... ( OFC MA OLDER LIAO LEI... WAT HAPPENS IF I SUDDENLY START TALKIN TO BOSS DEN .... END HOLY MOTHER... TOOOT!!!!..... those of u hu play DOTA WOULD NOE THIS WORD CALLED HSGG.... bye bye to my job )

Well i have to thank one person hu has inspired me to change for the better i shld say.... nt sayin her name though muahahaha!!!! u noe hu u are la.. u told me on msn ma... love ya gal.. muahaahaha.... and thx so much for remindin me to change.. if nt there goes my income den i will seriously be GOOD GAME...

Wat u guys think of this.... i dun type out vulgarities or anythin at all... but if like i am really pissed off den i type it out like well i am wif like my close frens... wat u think... acceptable??? write on my tag to tell me ba... Well in my oppinion which i dunno if u guys will agree to it er nt la... is dun scold at all.. den can improve even more.. cause u see la... i scold one word sure 1oo million words all come out macham combo move... later give the person a K.O. like powderful nia.. ROFLMAO.. tell me if i made the right choice ma aight...

PEACE OUT FOLKS.... UNCLE STEVEN SIGNIN OFF............

( P.S. Shiqian mei... tc of ur ankle ar.... NO MORE STRENEOUS SPORTS FOR U FOR THE TIME BEING....until ur ankle is better.. okie??? )

UNCLE STEVEN'S BACK!!!!!!!

2008-07-23T20:31:00.002+08:00

Well aft a day of deep thoughts as well as some " counsellin " frm shiqian and even frm L my classmate as well as C jie and A jie i think i am slightly better nw.. Thx for all ur concerns. I will be stronger.. i promise just give me more time... to let go of this past is vry diff as he is my most precious person and a pillar of strength for me for past 17 yrs since i was a baby he has been takin care of me... so yea i will definitely need more time.

Today i was still in quite a lot of pain though and yea i plunged into complete darkness... nt allowin other things to affect me at all concentrate completely on my work blastin music into my ears but still listenin to wat my clients were talkin.... I would like to take this opportunity to apologize to E jie... srry tt i was a little cha tao today... damn ps.. pls forgive me.. okie??? Also I am so srry LQ for like.... like soundin a little angry and pissed off ytd.. so srry wor... oh ya this sat the thing hor i will confirm wif u tml or smth okie LQ.. so srry for nt bein able to give u an ans wor...

Well folks time for UNCLE STEVEN to drown his sorrows a little wif some nice cold beer and ofc some nice bread wif clam chowder for snacks b4 i head back to work and den slp... LQ i am srry once again and tc of urself okie... and aso dun worry abt my this problem ba... give me some time to get over it ba.. i will be back de LQ.... all i need is some more time tts all..... shiqian mei thx for supportin me.. i will be feelin better aft some time dun worry...

Aight folks time for me stop... PEACE OUT HOMIES...

UNCLE STEVEN SIGNIN OFF......................................................

WAT THE HOLY MOTHER FK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-07-21T20:08:00.003+08:00

FOLKS... I CAN OFFICIALLY SAY DUN FKIN PISS ME OFF TML... I AM RLY GG TO HAVE A FKIN SERIOUS LACK OF MY BEAUTY SLP OR WAIT IT IS I DUN EVEN FKIN GET TO HAVE MY BEAUTY SLP...... DUN COME AND DEE XIAO..... MY CLIENTS SAY TT I NEED TO SEND THEM PROPOSALS LATEST BY TML MORNIN 6 AM.... AND GUESS WAT I FKIN HAVE... I FKIN HAVE 90 PROPOSALS... LAGI BEST!!!!! WAT A FKED UP WAY TO END MY MONDAY BLUES.... SHIOK RITE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NB CB FKIN DU LAN LIAO LA....

Today had MCB.. guess i dun need to say the abbrevatin liao la.. haha... T was again the fkin joker of the grp haha... but i noe this for sure i wasn't in the least mood to listen to his jokes in the beginin.. I was practically emoin.... miss him loads.... ( p.s. * editor's note* all those hu noes me well enuf will noe hu i am talkin abt ).. Ever since he left me like last yr on the 6th of april.. I have been feelin guilty as well as vry sad abt losin a fren like him... well he was like my pillar of strength.... i have like known him for like 17 yrs of my life and to lose him suddenly on tt day.... I GOTTA ADMIT IT REALLY SUX LIKE FKIN SHYT... I seriously owe his family an apology but no matter hw much i apologize i wont be able to allow them to get back their son and kor no matter wat...... wo zhen de dui bu qi ni men.. wo mei you zhuo wo de zhe ren qing yuan liang wo, wo yuan yi ni men na wo de ming, wo zhen de bu xiang huo xia qu le... I AM IN A LOT OF PAIN ..... He always has been takin care of me and on tt day.. i could nt even protect him... WAT A FKIN USELESS SON OF A FKIN IDIOTIC B!*** I AM.... i cant even protect him at all.... IT SHLD HAVE BEEN ME...... y TELL ME Y DID U SHEILD ME.... Y DIDN'T U FKIN PUSSIES TAKE ME TOO LET ME LEAVE THIS FKIN CRUEL WORLD.. Y!!!!!

I think i ma stop bloggin... i feelin far worse..... srry my fwens....think i need some alone time to totally take my pain away..... Guess this pain will stay wif me forever until the day i step into the coffin.... and i will definitely need some time to let this pain go away.... dun worry folks i will be back to my usual side but it may take a long time.... My sincere apologies for bein so emo folks.. peace out homies...

UNCLE STEVEN SIGNIN OFF.....................................................

Wat a way to spend my saturday........

2008-07-19T22:01:00.002+08:00

Just came back hme frm an event...... woohoo see bei song ar earn money like xiao today.... I LOVE IT ROFLMAO...... oh yesh... SRRY WOR LQ AND SHIQIAN MEI MEI.... ps i late reply u all.. was shiftin stuff den nvr feel the damn vibration inside my pocket.... ps ps....

I think rite i shld stop sayin uncle steven signin off liao sia... i think shld change to grandpa steven..... OMG my bones nw all achin frm head to toe sia..... today macham whole day stand and walk here and there busy here and there.. nw come home sit on the chair... THE FEELIN ISH... SEE BEI SONG AR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Cant wait to open a damn can of cold beer and drink aso sia...... tt would be smth i call out of this world shiokness...... haha....

Well folks srry man i cant really write today bones all achin and aso quite tired and most imptly... I AM A VRY HUNGRY EVENT'S PLANNER HU HASN'T TAKEN HIS DINNER YET..... ADIOS AMIGOS...

UNCLE STEVEN SIGNIN OFF.....

WAT A "BEAUTIFUL" WEDNESDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-07-16T20:10:00.002+08:00

Ytd i had to rush some reports last min and den went to bed...... Well no choice client suddenly wan me to change some stuff in the proposal so i just do lor.... for some reason i overslept although i slept quite early as compared to other times la... i slept at like 12 instead of the usual 2 or 3 arnd there and i still over slept despite settin the alarm at 7 am.... smth is super wrong.... changed the batteries so tt i wont overslp tml... gt lab and all lor....

Luckily i was able to meet the client which was a new one tt was recommended by her associates to the firm and put under my carin of her proposals... i met her on time sia.. PHEW!!! Sometimes i really wonder.... is it my job or is it just my luck.... i am meetin so many female clients or female colleagues of the clients....hu are darn pretty.... and MOST IMPTLY ppl hu noe hw to crack jokes which will seriously brighten my day.... Man accordin to my watch i was like late for a couple of mins but accordin to the clock in her company i was just on time..... i was like i am so srry for being late..... and she begun sayin some stuff to make me smile... like it is better to late den nt even here and stuff.... i gotta admit wif clients like her which i shall call E jie, C jie and A jie...... life is really SEE BEI SONG AR......... 1 GET TO KUA SEE BEI CHIO CHAR BOR...... 2 GET TO LAUGH UNTIL I PENG....... THIS IS A DAMN GD DEAL LA...... and best of all..... THEY ENCOURAGE ME TO WORK HARDER AND TO CONSTANTLY UPGRADE MYSELF..... these kinds of da jies ar.. really gd and carin... well they noe tt i am still schlin and sometimes it takes some time for me to generate a proposal and they are like understandin and nt like the darn fkin b!tchy see pui ka po.... thx so much da jie men... thx loads of understandin the position tt i am in....

Well i guess it is time for UNCLE STEVEN to go and makan and relax over some driftin as bullet in NFSU..... i need to be back to old xiao chain drifter tt i was last time.... ADIOS AMIGOS....

UNCLE STEVEN SIGNIN OFF......................................

EXHAUSTED AR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-07-14T19:50:00.003+08:00

BOY AM I TIRED....lol.... Today i had MCB( not Mother CB ar is Molecular Cell Biology) was in the same team as L GY F and T... dunno y i always love to be in the same team as L as well as F always like vry relaxin and aso i would be able to learn as well as understand the problem for the day when they 2 are arnd.... hmmmm i think they are my inspiraton to learn better... GANBATE!!!! HIAK!!!!!..... I dunno wat gotten into T today he made all of us nt able to concentrate on our work... he opened yandao and started to talk abt the pics... seems like it was damn fun la.. haha....

I dun noe y yandao does not post pics of the indian students... U GUYS GT FKIN PROBLEM WIF US INDIANS ISIT.... my pic is nt there lor... sian diao. LOL..... T was talkin abt the pics and when i went over i had a hell of a gd laugh lor.... here are some of which he talked..... " R is like the porn star in My First sex Teacher.... ( WAH PIANG EH HER FACE LIKE TEACHER LOOKIN MEH ) L looks like she came to sch str aft gg for the pilgramage in mecca.... ( OKIE NO COMMENTS BUT WAT THE HELL LA) D looked like he just gt his pay cause he nvr received it for like a yr..... ( HAHA NICE ONE LA BRO TT WAS FKIN FUNNY)... M looks like she took her photo for her ez link card in her pyjamas ( QUITE TRUE LA CHECKED BLOUSE HAHA ) RK looks like a guy frm chennai or calcutta even bombay and banglore ( HAHA TT WAS LIKE ROFLMAO LOR) etc..... OMG THE WHOLE GROUP (EXCEPT F WAS LAUGHIN CAUSE HE BLOCKED HIMSELF FRM THE JOKES T WAS SAYIN LOR LIKE MACHAM N- JAMMER CANCELLER IN GUNDAM LOL)

Durin presentation i guess i screwed up cause looked up the wrong thing luckily i was stil able to understand the basic part of DNA methylation if nt sure DIE... Aft sch i went to meet up wif A jie to discuss smth as well as my boss to get my pay.. AHHHH NW SITTIN AT HME AND COUNTIN MY PAY AS WELL AS ENJOYIN MYSELF..... see bei song ar.........

BUT the bad part is I AM HAVIN A FKIN TERRIBLE HEADACHE SIA..... maybe gg to fall sick.. arrrgghhhhh!!!!! hate tt..... looks like my body is tellin me tt i need more rest... well guess it is time for me to sign off and relax sua liao..... CIAO FOLKS....

UNCLE STEVEN SIGNIN OFF..............................................................

DEAD BEAT!!!!!

2008-07-12T07:55:00.003+08:00

Haha.... okie la update la.... happy.... ROFLMAO... jkin jkin.... * points at jasmine hu is in australia and laughs * haha limited internet... lol....

Well srry for nt updatin my blog man..... been really busy wif work and stuff... I think my fkin boss is tryin to kill me LOL.... haha..... nah she's a kind lady.... Ytd had AC again and the usual grp of M, D and A but WPP wasnt there.... lol... instead R came in..... the zhi high laughin gal.... OMFG her laughter ar... can make u go DEAF.... i dun mean just deaf but IT CAN MAKE U GO FKIN DEAF.... once she joined into the grp ar i was really afraid of her cause she was like sittin rite nxt to me.... i str away like put on my left ear the ear peice and startin play songs.... so tt i can sort of like filter off some of her "MEGASUPERSONIC LAUGHIN SHOCK WAVES". Piang Eh i think ar i everyday listen to rubber burnin and engine wif turbo revving all day aso wont get deaf sia.... U GO GAL.... ALWAYS BE MS BRIGHTSIDE.... haha.....

Aft sch i had to rush and meet my boss at her house near compass point near sengkang. The funny part was i did nt expect to meet my sec sch fren A while i was walkin to the interchange... Well it was early 3.45pm nia and he is gg hme and i tot he always likes to stay back at RP and play his DOTA wif the team??? Maybe he just gt tired lol... ITS NONE OF MY FKIN BUSINESS... muahahaa.... i think i becomin a FKIN FILTHY SADIST LIKE HIM... lol well i was until i met her... muahahah..... A u will nvr change me cause of the power of LOVE.... muahahaa.... ROFLMAO. Sat in the bus to compass and we were talkin abt all the things... his fren's evo la and all... just normal chattin abt cars haha....

Aft gettin the things frm my boss i rushed down to meet my 2 beautiful clients and da jies ahah... C jie and A jie... i had to say srry to them cause i was like late by 3 mins.... DAMN IT Y DID A SAY TT I WILL DEFINITELY BE LATE... well it was true la....being a friday and its 4 plus of course jam ma.. haha... finished the meetin pretty fast and headed hme..... enjoyed my beer and all and ofc i slept late haha... being a friday i must early meh... haha....

Well folks time to stop bloggin and get back to doin my stuff man...... will update nxt time.... enjoyin my hot cup of coffee... AHHH SEE BEI SONG AR!!!!! Hope tt u will have a gd day at the event too.... tc wor...

ADIOS AMIGOS!!!!!!!!!!!!!

UNCLE STEVEN SIGNIN OFF..........................................

DAMN PISSED OFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-07-09T19:06:00.003+08:00

Today being a wednesday i had the liberty to not go to sch well i suppose tt i am happy tt i dun need to go to sch but wat the hell.. workin time... money more money...

Went to meet C jie at her office and discuss matters. Well everythin was exceptionally well until tt stupid dumb lady called me..... The pui ka po lor... OMG she was like breathin down my neck... scoldin this and tt..... OI LISTEN LA FKIN FAT B!TCH...... I AM OUTSIDE AND I DUN HAVE ANY INTERNET AND I CANT POSSIBLY SEND THE FKIN DOCUMENTS TO U DAMN IT..... which part of the I AM OUTSIDE do u nt understand...... NBCB KEEP SCOLDIN DEN SAY TELL MY BOSS...... tell la... knn i dun wan to do her stuff liao la.... NB..... see lang kao..... 1st u come and jia wei wif lim pei say u wan grand decor and give me 1.2k when the min amt is 2.2k den aft tt u make me rewrite proposals 15 times nw u fkin shout at me for nt passin u the documents when i said tt i will pass it to u max by tonite 8 pm.... U RUSHIN TO MEET UR FKIN MAKER ISIT...... KNNBCCB SPOIL MY WHOLE MOOD........

ARRRGGHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Nvm tt stupid fat b!tch liao la..... I need to learn to cool down... learn like the bad boys 2 mthd.... : " enlightenment time..... OOOOOOOO SAAAAAAAAAA" ahhhhh.............. feelin slightly better nw...... Well this is the pain abt workin and studyin at the same time. The adults think that u can be bullied... but guess wat u picked the wrong guy to bully step on my toes too much and i will beat the livin SHIT out of u...

Tml will be rDNA... lab session again.... OH MAN..... just hope can do well lor.... hmmm...... suddenly have the cravin to makan ba kut teh sia..... jia lat i think i am becomin pregnant or smth every nw and den keep gettin highness for nthin abt food.... OAMLOFR hehe bet u guys cant tell wat i just typed above rite..... lol...

Well it is time for UNCLE STEVEN to send the stupid report to the FKIN LADY 1st den makan and relax for the rest of the day... hopin tt the stupid old fat b!tch will nt irritate me... ADIOS AMIGOS....

UNCLE STEVEN SIGNIN OFF............................................

A FKIN MISTAKE....

2008-07-08T20:45:00.002+08:00

DAMN.... i am so srry for doin tt LQ yea i noe tt u have forgiven me but it is still a stupid mistake tt i made.... well i will have to be a stronger person frm nw on.. make my own decisions so tt i can give her a better future and tt i can let her feel secured. I am srry tt i made u feel insecure at times i think i am still nt tt matured cause of some events tt happened to me in the past which is makin me lack in maturity at times but i promise u tt i will try my best to make u feel secured alrite...... Give me some time i will be back to my old usual confident and matured self....

Sometimes i wonder tt when can i let go off my past. Just got to noe tt an old bro of mine was injured cause of work at his workplace will be seein him tml aft work and aso to catch up wif some old times wif him.. man i miss those days... but its all over since his death and tt i promised him and as well as her tt i will nvr step into this matters anymore... Well i intend to keep my words. Today was quite a mess for me cause of sch and work. Well today was especially busy i would say lol... could hardly even breathe today and am havin a terrible headache...

Sometimes i do wonder i try and help ppl in certain matters and i appear strong to ppl and matured.... well even the strongest man has his weakness..... i am always helpin ppl.... but when i am in need of help hu in the fkin hell is there for me.. to help me and support me... well i noe tt u have ur things to worry abt and thus i do not wan to bother u wif some of the explicit details and am keepin it all to myself.... feel like cryin my heart out rite nw but am holdin back my tears cause i do not wan to make my family and aso my GF worreid abt me..... i love all of u esp my gf ur my one and onli loved one tt i wan to spend my life wif.....

Well folks time for me to relax and try and think of a solution for my current prob.... like the song called BLVD OF BROKEN DREAMS BY GREEN DAY...... " i walk a lonely road the onli one tt i've ever known....." well it is a lonely road for me a road of darkness and soloness.... this is a road i have to walk alone cause i dun wan to drag ppl down...... i promise i will be back to my usual self just need some alone time and space to make out of my tots.......

ADIOS AMIGOS

UNCLE STEVEN SIGNIN OFF.....................................................

AHHH.... I LOVE MY BED

2008-07-07T20:47:00.002+08:00

Just came back aft meetin another client... OPEN MY BLOG AND SEE JUSTIN'S COMMENT.... VRY FUNNY... dun make me slap u ar bro.. dun force me... u will regret it.... lol jkin jkin.. haha.....

Today's module was ultra fun in the sense cause we alrdy knew wat to do and all cause we alrdy did in rDNA... den i made a mistake in the lab.. accidentally dropped a bunch of pipette tips.. I WAS OMG SHIT.... den i report to the faci no choice cause cant just leave it there like tt... bo bian... sians... hiaz.... Heng the rest of day in sch still okie... told my faci tt i had to leave early cause need to meet the client. Hope tt my cheqi is fine too.. she has gastrics well i told her to use the old indian traditional way ginger tea... sure to fart..POOOOTTTTTTTT... SMELL NICE.. hehe ROFLMAO...

Well i was just told abt smth by LQ abt smth.. let me say it here.. I AM SRRY FOR PUTTIN U IN A SPOT LQ SINCERE APOLOGIES.. I WILL NVR DO IT AGAIN... HOPE U CAN FORGIVE ME.........

Well folks UNCLE STEVEN needs to start doin proposals and stuff as well slp early so tt i will have the strength to do work tml.... OMG I AM WIF M AGAIN TML WELL LIY GD LUCK WIF D TML HAHA...

UNCLE STEVEN SIGNIN OFF..........................................

100 PROPOSALS WAT THE HOLY MOTHER FK

2008-07-06T19:10:00.002+08:00

Ytd went to work at 1st den went to meet LQ to go to sentosa but in the end we nvr go went to RG... thx for payin the ticket wor. Boi was she a little excited of being late of nt seein her idol haha. When we reached there it was still early... haha.. phew!!! Aft like 6 plus the rest of the grp came and we all waited patiently... A few mins later an artist came out... Joanne Peh.... nt bad sia she was in a sundress and a cap all of us like talk to her and all and best of all i aso took a pic wif her haha... but nt aft takin a pic wif Felicia Chin. BUT.... there was smth tt happened and it made the grp tt i was wif jealous... haha.... I SHOOK HANDS WIF FEL SIA... lol... ps ps i zhi high... When she saw me, she was like: " Hi... I am felicia" and she raised her hand to shake it.... being a polite man ofc i could nt just let a beautiful artist like her to wait too long rite.... so i just said... : " Hi I am steven..." Aft tt incident den did i notice tt the rest of the grp ppl were lookin at me and whisperin like some aunties at the market takin abt prices of the fish and all.... they told me like aft she left tt i was the 1st and onli one in the grp to ever get to shake her hand..... I WAS LIKE OH MY HOLY MOTHER FKIN GOD..... I MANAGED TO TOUCH A CHIO BU'S HAND.... ROFLMAO... lol zhi high again haha.... Well i am so srry to make all of u all jealous esp u LQ i am srry... i try and ask her to shake ur hands too okie.... Thx guys for allowin me to have so much fun ytd folks...

Aft comin back frm work today when i oned my lappy and see my email.... i was like stunned... like tio the darwarn sniper infinite stunnin sia... 100 PROPOSALS.... i was like shocked... and all have to be sent out by 1800 HRS... and it was like 1400hrs when i opened my lappy.... str aft lunch i started to chiong them lor... phew heng managed to finish.... AHHH SEE BEI TIRED AR.....

Tml gt MCB lab... song ar is on electro..... some shit dunno hw to spell lol... WELL... Folks UNCLE STEVEN is gg to relax sua and enjoy his ALRDY FKED UP THX TO THE 100 PROPOSALS TT I HAD TO RUSH Y 1800 HRS b4 i go and slp and prepare for tml....... enjoy ur sundays folks...

UNCLE STEVEN SIGNIN OFF......

A fkin tirin day

2008-07-04T22:24:00.002+08:00

Man nwadays macham no mood to always update my blog liao.. haha.. tired frm workin my ass off as well as studyin. Been super busy wif A jie's as well as C jie's proposals and their investors tryin to freakin write proposals for them to make them happy... lol... well tts wat a event's planner gotta do rite... bo bian.

Today met L at the woodlands station. I tot for once try and walk without my specs at all... Well i was able to recognise her without my specs on... well maybe i guessed it was her due to the outline and all ba.. haha amazinly i did nt trip at all too.. WOOHOO.... maybe soon i wont be needin my specs liao haha....

Today's lesson was AC.... kinda interestin as it was like to design hw u would make a battery tt is nt in the market yet. Was in the grp of the usual gang la.... M,D,A and lastly WPP...... beginin i was like solo kia tryin to understand the prob and well i was able to help L understand the prob for the chem better haha.. well at least i was able to help ba haha.... I was rather quiet today... dunno y ba haha... well partly is cause i was quite tired cause i did nt slp at all the previous nite... ( OH FK DIE DIE DIE.... SHIQIAN DUN SCOLD ME I AM SO SRRY MEI MEI).... had to complete for A jie and all of them their proposals so had no choice but to stay up late and complete all of them. Durin presentation.... when it was my slides... as i explained them nvm M she helped me explain the 1st pt as yes i wasnt so sure... but for some FKIN REASON.... D went and say all the pts.... i was like HELLO.... WTF ARE U DOIN D TTS MY SLIDE AND I AM SUPPOSE TO BE TO EXPLAIN IT......

ahhhhhhh fkin hell dun care la.... KNNBCCB..... well aft sch i went to meet A jie at her office and aso meet her boss and explain to him all the things. By the time i was done it was like 6.45 and thx A jie u fetched me home. So srry C jie and A jie i had to go hme and pei my mei mei tts y i rejected ur offer to stay out wif u guys and makan and aso enjoy the friday nite... I LOVE U GALS LOADS... kiss u 2 da jies of mine ahha.....

Well folks time for UNCLE STEVEN to sign off and pei my sister for a while b4 i slp and meet my eh hum... tml haha

UNCLE STEVEN SIGNIN OFF.....

WAT A FKIN PUI KA PO

2008-07-02T18:58:00.003+08:00

Wassup homies..... Uncle steven is back feelin much better... well been takin medication and all aso so nt so bad.... Ytd was one hell of a day.... I did proposals frm wat nite time until 3 am in the mornin, ate my pain killers the slpy ones and contnued to do work at 1st den aft completin the work i went ot slp for a while... I set my alarm at like 6 am... Dunno wat the fkin hell happened somehw i fkin overslept... shiok onli.... suddenly my mei she tot i changin den nvr see my light on at 6.50 am... she walk in see me slpin like a pig.... Guess wat.... she sshouted at me lor... AH KOR AR KEE LAI LA CHIT TIAM LIAO....den i just say ah mei ar diam diam la.. wa eh ai kun la.. mai cha pai sa nia mai kia..... dun need to go to sch..... den she say again AH KOR AR KEE LAI LA BO PAI SA LA KNN TODAY IS TUESDAY LOR 7.05 LIAO LA.... once i heard tt it was a tuesday i suddenly just jumped out of bed and check my watch... OH MY HOLY MOTHER FKIN GOD IT WAS REALLY A TUESDAY LOR... i rush and quickly zao out of the house and rush to sch.. see bei heng i nvr late.... Guess the morale of this is nvr fkin hell take the slpy pain killers if u bloody fkin hell noe tt ur gg to be slpin late... srry i meant early ( in the mornin tt is) haha GOTCHA!!!

Well today had to meet the stupid fkin pui ka po at her office to discuss wif her the proposal... The same pu bor which asked me to do the grand grand thing wif just 1K plus in cash... tt same pu bor lor..... Today she lagi better... I think the scoldin frm me gt help her think better.... she asked me to do a proposal and this time she nvr say grand or not at all.. but fkin hell as the sayin goes la......" ONCE A FKED UP FKIN CB B!TCH.... ALWAYS A FKED UP FKIN CB B!TCH!!!!" well she kept sayin the proposal too laoya... den another time this one too low class... another one the boss say cannot have this and tt... knn lim pei 1st time change until so many times lor... i think this is the 1st time in my life tt i actually redid a proposal more den 2 times... let me count the no of time tt pu kia make me redo.... hmmmm.... OMFG IT IS 15 TIMES.......aft the 15th time den she accept sia... nebermind... u this ccb gd make lim pei do until like tt.....u better pray ur daugther or son dun become events planner and start to plan events for the company tt i am workin for and if the company put in charge of the event ur son or daughter die like some pussy den u noe ar... ( btw she has a daughter and a son liao ) prayin tt one of them likes to do events plannin den pray tt he or she comes to the company tt i am workin for den i give them hell...

AHHHH nw back home THIS BED IS SEE BEI SONG AR!!!! well tonite i have to be preparin for my UT tml... dun think i have time la... cause will be workin out proposals for C jie as well as A jie and a few others too..... BTW thx shiqian and cassy mei meis as well as justin for ur supports without u guys i dun think i could have pulled through... well adios folks....

UNCLE STEVEN SIGNIN OFF...................................

(P.S.: HI stef if ur readin this haha.. BOOO!!!!!! )

PAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-06-29T13:13:00.005+08:00

Srry to make u folks worried.. well i am back... been recuparatin for the past few days.... Fkin hell my old prob of internal bleedin is back thx to some events... had slight fever too but rite nw feeling better and decided to write a post so tt u folks wont worry so much abt me.

So srry C jie tt i could nt do ur proposal in the past few days... I will try and rush it out for u today okie.. thx so much for ur care and concern C jie... Shiqian... u have been the best mei so far.. always there for me.. i noe i have let u down quite a bit by breakin my promise to nvr do tt again but i can't possibly leave her to defend on her own rite... well yes i do love ya shiqian and u will forever be my darling mei... i will be prayin for ya tt everythin turns out smooth and tt u will have gd grades aight. But most imptly i have nt informed some1 vry impt of the matter tt i was gg to do... i dun wan u to be hurt or upset... which is y i kept u in the dark.. pls forgive me for nt tellin u..... i am really srry.....

I hope tt i can recover fully by today and thus be able to concentrate on my studies and work tml oh ya shit i forgot abt my fkin UT tml.. looks like studyin a little is gg to happen for me tonite... Adios folks time for me to go and revise a little and rest well so tt tml would be a better day.... Once again i am really srry pls forgive me ..... tc folks

UNCLE STEVEN SIGNIN OFF......

An impt day tml....

2008-06-25T19:39:00.003+08:00

Woke up today wif a slight feverish kinda feeling.... maybe is cause i am too tensed up and could nt slp much last nite... but dun worry i am fine.. haha.... just tt it is normal body temp and tt i was in an aircon room... haha.... GOTCHA.... ROFLMAO.

Reported to C jie's office at arnd 9 am and we started to discuss on the events tt were suppose to come aft tt. Durin discussion i was like a little blur dunno y... all of a sudden it was like slight black for like a matter of secs..... but was able to see again aft tt.. maybe it is cause i am too shagged... gotta have more rest. Had lunch wif C jie and some of her colleagues.... nvr knew tt lunch could be so fun wif her colleagues. Somehw one of her colleagues called J managed to liven up my spirit by crackin jokes haha.... and the best part was it was durin lunch while we were eatin tgt at me and C jie's usual hangout. Somehw the things i ate today tasted better, i think nxt time i am askin J jie to come along too haha. It was one hell of a fun time to eat lunch wif her. Boy was lunch gr8 haha THX C JIE AND J JIE BOTH OF U WERE GR8....

Well nw i am back home and am worried abt smth.... tml's matter.... will i be able to handle it??? Just hope tt may the soul of kor be wif me when i am handlin tml's matter... i think i am beginin to follo a famous actors words.... IF ur a fast and the furious fan and have watched it many times u shld rmb his famous words : " I live my life a 1/4 mile at a time... nth else matters.... in those 10 secs or less.... I'm free." Looks like I'm gonna be ONE HELL OF A FKIN BONIFIED STREET RACER.......... PPL PLS NOTE IF UR FAT DUN FKIN MISUNDERSTAND THIS AND SAY IT AS.... : " I live my life a 1/4 pounder at a time.... nth else matters... no lecttuce or tomato and french fries for free." UR JUST A FKIN BONIFIED FAT ASS... well... at least i do follow his motto but i dun race for real i just do it in the games haha... when i do get my car i think most likely.... i am tunin it up a notch.... DK here i come haha....

Well folks time for me to boogy.... Wish me the best of luck for tml's matter tt i am gg to handle... may god speed and light be wif me as well as kor.. pls give me ur strength to get past this matter...

Our father in heaven, holy be ur name, ur kingdom come, ur will be done on earth as is in heaven. Give us this day our daily bread and forgive us our sins as we forgive those hu sinned against us, do not put us to the test but deliver us frm evil amen. Hail mary full of grace the lord is with u blessed are u amonst women and blessed is the fruit of ur womb jesus. Holy mary mother of god pray for us sinners nw at the hr of our death amen. Glory in the name of the father and of the son and of the holy spirit AMEN.... May ur soul protect me and give me strength kor... HUAT AR...

UNCLE STEVEN SIGNIN OFF........

hyper day...

2008-06-24T19:51:00.002+08:00

Woke up this mornin feelin super fresh sia.... i managed to get quite a bit of slp ytd.. hell yea.... Went to AMKPD to meet my old fren IO tan and had a chat wif him at like 7 am... did nt expect him to buy for me a pack of marlboro reds sia. We both stood outside and chatted while smokin kinda shiok to be smokin wif a law enforcer ar.. lol.... den just as we were takin i saw a silver toyota corolla with blue neon drive past... OH MY HOLY FKIN GOD I SHLD SAY TT WAS SEE BEI CHIO LOR.... too bad i did nt manage to whip out my hp fast enuf to snap a shot of tt car.. if nt i tell u u aso lao chui nua ar.

Gt to sch today and found out tt we did nt need to change teams.. woohoo... lol.... looked at the PS and i was a little blur at 1st but gt over quickly cause of the enuf slp i had.. haha... intel dual core processor sia wif 3Gig RAM to power the processor.. Did all the necessary stuff and was indeed a happy man today...

Skipped the 6th presentation cause i had to rush to meet C jie today at her office to discuss work stuff... man she was one hell of s.... sweet gal today... dunno wat the fk happened to her.... wore pink spag top, light pink skirt, her strap was somewat shwin off la and it was aso pink.... wonderin if her undies are aso pink...lol.... i am just kiddin but WAT THE FKING HELL... TTS LIKE TOO MUCH PINK LA...... Ah gal ar... ur spag top and skirt alrdy pink and it is nt say super hot pink la... but u alrdy wearin pink for ur outside den ur strap aso pink... okie maybe u dun wan to make it look so obvious ma.... but it is like way too pinky lor... bua tahan her sia... see pink so much tt my eyes all pain see bei jia lat ar C jie..... i think ar confirm today even if she go back and the whole road macham no lights at all den the car put headlight nia can see her walkin 300 miles away aso lor... so much pink hw to nt notice sia....

Well it is one hell of a tiring day for me tml i still need to work....

Adios amigos... UNCLE STEVEN SIGNIN OFF...

monday blues

2008-06-23T20:15:00.002+08:00

Today in class i think it is due to the tiredness tt i have and aso a lot of family probs i am nt able to concentrate on neither my work nor my studies... maybe it is time i let go off my sister and let her be a grown up gal.... but if she has anythin i will still intervene. Well i think i still cant accept the fact tt she is grown up le... well still takin her as my baby sister haha.. well wat to do shes my own sister rite??

Today was one hell of a tiring day partly due to many other things and aso the problem statement at hand in school... made me have a even worse headache of my life FKIN HELL... i think i need to get some slp so tt i can have more energy to do stuff. Luckily i still understood quite a bit of the parts in today's prob if nt i think it is a goner for me...lol. Aft sch i went to meet C jie again to discuss some things and he could see tt i was dead beat and nt onli tt i think she can see tt i am on the verge of burnin out. She is one caring angel.... C jie i really do love u this jie of mine haha... dun worry abt me okie jie.. i will take care of myself....

Well i think aft readin this post of mine there is gg to be some1 hu is gg to be darn worried abt me.. well mainly shiqian mei and ofc my some1 special.... guys dun worry abt me i think i will pop some pills and take a gd break tonite i will be fine tml...

Aight it is time for uncle steven to sign off and do the things tt he wans... b4 gettin my fkin beauty slp and rest.. haha

UNCLE STEVEN SIGNIN OFF AMIGOS......

HOLY SHYT...

2008-06-23T09:56:00.004+08:00

OMFG... i woke up this mornin with a terrible headache. Cause i was thinkin abt quite a no of stuff... 1st is my work.. nxt is my sister's prob.... and aso my own problem. Aso macham slp onli 3 hrs cause no mood to slp lol. Trust me money is a fked up thing to be worryin abt cause it can nvr be fufiled esp in my situation where i need to fkin support my family due to some other probs....

Today doin MCB ( nt mother cb again ar is molecular cell bio) haha... there is the lame me again.. but i need to be more alert and participative in class b4 i hit breakin pt...

Alritey folks tie for me to go back to doin work... will come back to blog tonite amigos....

woohoo...

2008-06-22T15:32:00.002+08:00

oh yea ps ps ytd i did nt have the time to actually blog... lol.... early in the mornin i went out.... went wif LQ to chinatown pt to see fel. Met LQ at like 10.30 den just walked arnd.... to tell u actually chinatown pt really macham nth sia... it was damn fkin sian there lor... but den gt LQ to company i was like super high lor.. lol... we were walkin arnd den went to buy some stuff and all.... den we decided to makan lunch at like 11 plus at macs. I ate fillet o fish student meal upsized.... ( dunno y lei i like fish so much ) and ordered for LQ mc chicken.. asked her if she wanted the set she say the burger enuf.... paid for her. While eatin the burger she suddenly took out money i just told her to put it back and treat it as if i was treatin her for her bdae.... PHEW heng she accepted it if nt ar i think i will feel darn bad la... haha... well just tryin to be a better guy lol...

Aft lunch at macs me and LQ went down to the mrt station to wait for peiling and the rest of the FEL FC tt LQ was in wif.... i tot i was the frenly idiot there but i dunno y the fk i was behavin like tt when i saw the rest of the clan... i mean i noe peiling liao frm msn cause LQ she added her into our convo but i somehw cant seem to open my fkin mouth and talk to her... as for the rest i could nt even talk lol cause i dun even noe them... but i noe one thing for sure i did talk to keane in the end cause i had to ask him to do me a favor lol...

The event began at like 2 plus and all of us were like snappin pics away of fel and the other idols... well i snapped fel but wat the fk nt clear lor cant fkin zoom on her... heng aft takin the shots i could zoom in lor. Asked keane to snap one of them for me too.. haha.. thx loads bro.. nw i can send them to other ppl too haha... well it was quite fun hangin out wif LQ as well as other ppl too other den the ppl tt i noe of la. The guys i noe... onli noe hw to dance drink slp maybe an occasional rampage of gals( which i am definitely certain tt i am NT AT ALL A PART OF IT)... wait a min tts all lol... a bunch of rich mother fkers i would say...lol.

Well aft tt i had to go to another function a relative's one where i was the organizer refused to get paid by them and i did all the plannin. Well u cant expect me to charge my own family members rite... the thing ended like 11 plus pm... which is y i could nt even come back and write my blog was alrdy dead tired frm the meetin wif fel fans and seein her in person and ofc the event at nite...

Well folks time for uncle steven to actually enjoi his fkin sunday for once...... and aso gd luck to u shiqian xiao mei tml startin sch rite.... haha.... enjoi ur day tml wor.... oh ya and ofc dear enjoi ur day restin at hme wor...

Adios amigos
UNCLE STEVEN signin off.................

ANOTHER TIRIN DAY.....

2008-06-19T19:34:00.002+08:00

AHHHHH!!! This bed tt i am lyin on rite nw and writin this post is SEE BEI SONG AR... wah piang ehhhhhhh..... today RDNA hor i see liao aso blur like sotong.... Omg smth on genetic engineering, changing of a certain codon so tt we can have tt specific protein and thus change the genetic coding. I think if u were me i think the reaction would be same as me... " change genetic codin.... oooooooo...... ahhhhhhhh....... heheh i shall change the world for i am MOJOJOJO...." ROFLMAO i noe i noe lame... haha i think i am becomin insane cause of the topic tt i did today.

During 2nd meetin i suddenly get a msn msg frm huiling tellin me tt she wont be joinin me and andrea for lunch today ( which we do for everyday la). Den suddenly andrea aso msg me askin me if wan to pei huiling to do her things ma. I was like in the middle of thinkin smth abt the codons shit and i get a big stunner frm them both... like as if darwarn sniper armed wif butterfly mkb and some other items ( p.s. i forgot the items cause rite nw cant think liao too much brain power used durin the ay for the RDNA ) and keep getting shot at by the sniper... infinite stun there sia...lol. Noein the steady me i just went wif them la, small matter nia can eat at causeway aso ma nt like the onli food is in RP wat. We decided to take a cab and somehw i flagged a silver cab. The charge upon boarding was $3.. fine bo bian gt into the cab le. It was an indian driver and we told him to go to the civic centre ( rite opposite causeway pt). When he was at the traffic light 3 of us saw the meter as 3 plus, aft turnin here and there i suddenly saw the meter jump to 5 plus..... i gt one question..... HOW THE FKIN HELL DID THE METER JUMP FRM 3 PLUS TO 5 DOLLARS IN A MATTER OF SECS???? must be tt fker he anyhw do one lor i almost wanted to take down his license no and report him to LTA for fraud get his ass fired off the road, but andrea and huiling were in a rush so i did nt really took note of his license plate no.... Well gt to say we were down on luck ba SUAY get this kind of driver FKIN CB KIA DUN LET LIM PEI SEE U AGAIN OR ELSE I TAKE UR NO DOWN AND REPORT U TO LTA MAKE U LOSE UR LICENSE DEN U NOE. Aft gettin the matter done we had macs at causeway i ordered a fillet o fish student meal upsized... i enjoyed it vry well, i would say tt it has been a really long time since i last had macs haha.... so i gotta say it was delicious... haha.

Aft sch i went to meet my client at her office at bugis to discuss some things abt the event tt was to happen on sunday..... and all was fine... Aft tt she even sent me home i really appreciate her kindness cause she isnt really stayin near me like where C jie is stayin lor A jie is stayin in bedok lor and she does nt even need to get off the highway and enter into where i am stayin lor but she did.... Thx for the lift home A jie... dun worry i will make sure tt the event is done properly...

Well folks it is time for UNCLE STEVEN ( somehw jasmine hates me signin off as uncle steven eh WELL I LIKE SIGNIN OFF AS UNCLE STEVEN Y U DUN LIKE AR ISIT JASMINE??? OR U TRYIN TO JUST FIGHT WIF ME B4 U LEAVE SINGAPORE TO DO UR DEGREE AT AUSTRALIA....I NOE LA U WILL MISS ME RITE TTS Y ASK ME THIS AND TT LOL) to tuck into my mummy's fish soup and vegetables and ofc rice.... ahhh just love home cooked food... see bei song ar...

ADIOS FOLKS AND HAVE FUN HOMIES.....

UNCLE STEVEN SIGNIN OFF.......

One hell of a day...

2008-06-18T18:47:00.002+08:00

I had kept a promise which i made to a couple of ppl... esp to shiqian mei, cassy, my sister, jasmine, and ofc nt forgettin tt some1 special, i made sure i did slp.. for 6 hrs somemore haha. Okie i am officially zhi high( a.k.a. self high ) lol....

Well i woke up aft a long slp and found tt i am havin the urge to continue slpin and nt do work at all. Maybe it was a bad idea to go and slp lol.. i htink maybe yes even though i slept i shld nt have slept for like 6 hrs... well wateva i dun feel like botherin abt the slp part. Aft wakin up i started to do A jie's proposal and i rushed it out and sent it to her within 1 hr of startin to write it. For some reason i started to rush and write all the reports at one go it was like as if i had some special kind of petrol added into me but i was still yawnin my ass off as i was doin my work. The end product i was still able to complete the work within 4 hrs... hell yea.

Aft completin the writin of the proposals, i started to get rdy to go and meet C jie for her event which was suppose to happen today. Left my house at all 1 pm and started to head down to her office where she was surprised to see me for the 1st time so slpy and when i told her tt i slept for like 6 hrs she was like surprised at tt info... didn't noe tt she knew tt i dun really slp.. must be my fkin sis hu told small reports of wat i do at home... lol. Aft meetin C jie at her office we both went out for lunch 1st den headed down to the venue of where the event was held. upon reachin there wat i saw was a complete disaster.

OH MY HOLY MOTHER FKIN GOD, when i gt to the venue guess wat i saw...... the basic things were nt even put up...ELLO I TOT I TOLD U GUYS TT THOSE THINGS HAD TO BE UP BY 2.30 SO TT I COULD FKIN ARRANGE THE REST OF THE THINGS???? Aight forget it i and C jie immediately gt to work and wif the help of the backgrnd guys we quickly put them up, i did nt make a chio bu do any of the climbin up stuff cause she was wearin a skirt and hello unless u wan me to make her zg which would be the fkin last thing tt i would wan C jie to kena so i did all the climbin up and placin of the stuff while she handed me those things. PHEW thank god we were able to arrange all the things so tt everythin was rdy by 5.30. The food and beverages all came on time and everything was smooth again. Just as i tot all was fine... one of the mother fkin barrels tt held tiger beer in it had to have a leak... okie thank god it was a small prob and we put it in another container and prob was solved... ahhh i gotta tell u guys havin a draft beer aft doin so much of hard work is out of this world... GAN BEI...see bei song ar.... gt head and all perfect tiger beer....

Well i just gt home and nw i am lookin forewards to a sumptious dinner as well as my big fat cheque haha...lol... and ofc i gt a kiss frm C jie on the cheeks for helpin and makin sure all was on schedule.... ACTUALLY jie i could nt have done it if u did nt help me at all.... I LOVE U JIE may the event go on smoothly...

Well time for uncle steven to keluar makan and den isa rokok lol... i am just playin but yea time for me to enjoy my dinner.... hope she too has taken my dinner...

Gd day mates uncle steven signin off................................................

Another tiring day

2008-06-17T19:44:00.004+08:00

Oh man i hate it when smth happens.... fkin piece of shyt. I could not slp all nite ytd and thus decided to do my work the whole nite but guess wat even den i could nt concentrate and do my work properly cause i cant seem to get my mind off tt matter. ( u guys wont noe onli one person noes abt the matter so dun bother guessin)

Went to the police station in AMK at 7 to meet my IO and discuss wif him the matter thank god i had him to help me if nt i think i would have done smth rash. Thx so much HS sir i owe u one and aso thx for makin me calm my nerves. Today in sch i had microbio..... damn it my original faci which was D had came back frm her backpackin session and so it was gd bye to our KT for the last 3 wks tt guy was sure a joker crack so much of fkin "funny" jokes.... it was really memorable haha... well the topic tt we did today was on virus. Well at 1st i had completely no clue wat the hell it was talkin abt but since i had passed the PS to a team mate of mine she helped me understand a little on wat was there. Not onli tt she even helped me even more when i accompanied her down to the library... boi was it a fruitful experience at the lib. Somehw aft tt trip and a nice cold drink of cookies and cream coffee ice blend and armed wif a book which i borrowed, my mind was like a ragin car engine... vrrrrroooommmm macham like nissan skyline with a super charged turbo crankin at the traffic light.. so damn rdy to rip my opponent's car... loads of ideas spilled frm my mind and i talked to the faci abt the pts which helped me rest of the team members to understand the problem.

Well wat the fkin hell watever the result was i had a super tirin day at sch.. plus the lack of slp.. wait i shldnt call it lack of slp, it shld be I DID NT SLP AT ALL YTD DAM IT. Aft sch i went to bugis again to meet up wif tt client tt i met wif ytd and thank god she was like an angel she actually made for me a hot cup of coffee... so tt i wont feel so slpy. She's one gd client she told me to onli send to her the proposal tml afternoon and told me to get my rest and slp tonite, and wif tt she ended the meetin early and fetched me home so tt i can get my ample rest. well thx loads A jie i appreciate ur kindness so much.

Aight i think it is time for me to sign off soon and get my meal and aso my sch work done and do some of my own stuff b4 i hit the bed and slp.... well i have to keep my promise tt i gave to my sweet darling shiqian xiao mei and aso to stop someone called jasmine frm naggin the shyt out of me and so tt she can pack her bags and get rdy to fly off to australia for her uni studies.. BTW JAS JY JY JY I NOE U CAN DO IT DE BELIEVE IN URSELF I WILL BE ROOTIN FOR U BACK HERE. Ofc aso not to worry another close darling of mine. ( if u noe me well u shld noe hu i am talkin abt) Well i cant make her worried abt me while she's havin her shift at the hospital rite wat happens if she were to drop the baby, tt would be terrible... so for tt i will go and slp today...JY WOR I NOE U CAN DO IT DE....

Well time for uncle steven to relax sua and eat dinner and den do some private stuff and orh orh kun lo.... adios amigos peace out homies

Monday blues

2008-06-16T19:35:00.004+08:00

Man i had to go to sch today... finally it is over and i am sittin in the comfort of my house and lyin on my comfy bed..... this is a feeling i would call as HOLY GODLY SHYT.... SEE BEI SONG AR!!! Today i had MCB( dun think i am scold mother CB hor cause it is molecular cell bio.. ROFLMAO ) haha i noe i noe lame haha but i need to destress. It was a little hard topic to begin wif but overall still can manage. Heng i had the help of 2 of my team mates to help me get over my blurness of the topic at 1st glance thx loads F and R love u guys haha... always my savin star on the topics.

Aft sch i had to rush to meet a client at the office at bugis at like 5.15 and thank god i ended sch at like 3.45 took my time to get there but there had to be rain... PHEW I DID NT GET DRENCHED AT ALL HELL YEA....lol. I had no choice but to go and meet the client well one main reason and thing was on my fkin tired mind MONEY. I have always stuck by the sayin tt "no money no talk", well hey it is damn fkin true as u can't do shyt if u dun have money. For instance if u dun pay ur overdue bills for electricity and all they will cut ur supply den u can start shoutin HOLY SHYT GD GAME. So i dragged my slpy tired ass down and went to see the client.. Thank god aft finishin the meetin wif tt client she offered to fetch me home.. hell yea.. happy sey gt to sit in the car wif another CHIO BU and at the same time FREE RIDE HOME.... hehe...

I think i need more slp as i think i am beginin to really feel the tiredness frm nt slpin much like not being able to think as fast or not matchin the kind of data speed if i had slightly more slp. Our minds work like a damn CPU man... give it like rest and not put it in hibernation mode and it would fast without much hangin put it to hibernation mode more and ur gg to get fkin hell loads of hanggin and ur gg to get fkin pissed by tt trust me I NOE...

Well i hope tt some ppl would nt be worried abt me esp shiqian and all dun worry i will get more slp de.... Well it is time for uncle steven to enjoy some hot nice been hoon soup made specially by my mum.... ba kut teh the broth used to make the soup is smth i would say is out of the heaven and earth kind of shiokness.... AHHHH.... plus meat balls and ofc vegetables.... i cant wait to devour it down.. and enjoy every single drop of tt soup....

Adios amigos uncle steven signin off.......................................

Phat a tirin day

2008-06-15T10:04:00.003+08:00

PHEW finally it is over ahhhh... shiokness.....finally sent to tt pui ka poh the thing tt she wanted and which fits into the budget. Man tt lady is so demandin. Hey thx so much justin and shiqian both of u encouraged me woohoo u guys are the best. But of course la u guys the cheering will definitely nt beat some1 else's cheer ma lol. hehe... kk i am just goofin arnd lol. Oh man i just sometimes like watchin sian ge on channel U at 11.30 pm on saturdyas at times his jokes are sometimes so lame tt i can sure see the dumb crows flyin past ROFLMAO haha, but overall it is just a relaxin show to watch. Man i just love watchin it in my room lie on the damn bed of mine open a couple of cans of tiger beer get rdy a bowl of peanuts, and den start munchin and drinkin them away. Wat a shiok way to end a saturday in fashion.

Finally sunday, i tot my dad was gg to play badminton wif his frens at their usual hangout place little did i noe he was sick..... GOSH WAT THE FKIN HELL WAS I DOIN I DID NT NOTICE MY DAD SICK.... HOLY SHYT GOOD GAME. Man i am one unfilial son, did nt notice tt my dad was sick. Damn. Think it is time for me to sit down and start caring for the ppl in my family and not just bother abt workin my dumb ass off so tt i can feed my family. Money may be impt but family ties are more impt.

I think for the past 2 wks i have been workin non stop and i dun have even enuf time to noe anythin tt has happened to my family members as well as gf. Wat a fked up bf i am lol. Just hope tt she will enjoy and learn something frm her attachment at KK. i just hope tt i can spend more time wif her too. Well tml sch is startin for me again, aww crap another day in sch... LOL.

Aight time for uncle steven to sign off and enjoy the rest of the sunday and of course take care of my dad and spend some time wif my gf b4 i go back to sch the nxt day haha... just hope i can spend more time wif my loved ones more adios amigos and peace out homies...

A CLOSE SHAVE

2008-06-14T13:53:00.004+08:00

ARRRGGHHHHH y the fkin hell am i havin a headache today, must be that i had a lot of things to do ytd and not onli tt i had to think of a solution this mornin and that it was a ratehr hard decision to make if i waned to satisfy my particularly NIAO client. This cannot tt cannot den wat u wan me to do sia. Sent u the fkin draft ytd den u send to me back tellin me tt like tt nt grand enuf. Give u another one which is more grand u say still nt grand enuf. DEY PUI KA POH LIM PEI KA LI KONG U GIVE ME ONLI LIKE HW MUCH 1K PLUS NIA LEI U WAN ME TO PUT UNTIL SEE BEI GRAND AR... UR FKIN BUDGET BUAY SAI ZAI BO....see bei sia suay sia get this kind of headache and idiotic client.

Ytd i have to say i had a super close shave... almost had a view of my maker in heaven and i almost could meet kor. OMG WAT THE FK AM I THINKIN CHICKEN MCNUGGET CANNOT THINK LIKE TT. It was really a close shave. I was gg to meet C jie at her office ytd at arnd 1 plus den the previous nite macham onli slept like 2 hrs plus nia den was like slpy and all den walk walk crossin the last road to reach her office suddenly one black in color nissan suddenly came out and passed me hankin all the way. I jumped back shocked and breathin vry heavily. PHEW TT WAS ONE SUPER CLOSE ONE, IF NT LATER HW I TAKE CARE OF MY FAMILY, HW I TAKE CARE OF MY GF AND HW THE HELL AM I SUPPOSE TO TAKE CARE OF MY GOD SISTERS AND BRO. Looks like i need to go and pray to the gods and den buy the guy's drivin plate no see if i can touch 1st prize in 4D ma...ROFLMAO.

I just hope tt the later part of the day would be a much better one cause i think i am seriously nt really havin a gd day today hope tt maybe a small nap den wakin up and continuin wif the work might help me out a bit. Had lunch wif my family outside today... WOOHOO I FOUND BACK THE DUCK RICE UNCLE'S STALL. Thx to the renovation tt was held at my block downstairs the uncle shifted out and den by luck i managed to locate the uncle at his new location... boy was lunch SHIOK AR.

Alritey folks time for uncle steven to go and take a short nap den get back to serious work... Peace out homies...

A DARN TIRED DAY

2008-06-13T07:57:00.003+08:00

I feel lyk shyt ytd..... tired like hell frm meetin up C at marina bay again.... but i noe this for sure today.... will be the last time i meet her at her office b4 the event which is nxt wk wed. Ytd had pork chop and fried rice frm a shop near city hall mrt station and the best part was i asked C's bf to pick it up for us while i called the uncle of the shop and asked him to ta pao rdy for us C had plain rice as well as pork chop and some vegetable ( baby kailan wif oyster sauce) and aso soup. Man tt lunch was one hell of a lunch. Thx so much C jie for tt delicious lunch dun worry i will make sure tt the event goes on properly, and I love u too da jie.

I just came to find out tt i have been missing quite a bit of things from my loved ones. QR jie seems to be like emoin nwadays. Tt was the biggest shock of my life!!! QR jie i noe yes u are a strong gal, but even u have some bad days and all, I have confided in u some of the things and u have helped me a lot. Thx jie, but no matter hw strong u r, u still need a shoulder to lean on or to even cry on. It really pains my heart to see u sad, pls allow me to be by ur side jie to help u and to care for u, if nt i will feel vry sad.

I aso came to find out abt another brother of mine, K, yea he and another gal H are over but they are still frens at least... but wat made me super furious was tt his best fren frm sec sch ( correct me if i am wrong K ) E is the bf of H and they have been seein one another for 4 mths. DUDE U FKIN BETRAYED UR BEST FREN AND U DUN EVEN WAN TO LET HIM NOE ABT IT AT 1ST DEN BREAK HIS HEART. Guess wat i dun think he needs a fked up backstabbin fren like u E so my advice to u FK THE HELL OFF U STUPID S.O.B. K's frens too have left him, damn it!!!!! Thx to an idiot tt is in the class, the ppl tt he trusted quite a bit J and L too have left him. Dun u worry bro... I will always be there for u... like i said last time i will be ur bro till death do us apart jie bai xiong di.. u can always count on me my fren.

Typin so much as made me quite tired lol and hungry for breakfast.... yummy Half-boiled eggs.. hell yea here i come to eat. Adios mates. Oh yea one more thing JUSTIN FREAKIN TELL ME WHEN UR FREE PIA CS.... INFORM ME ASAP ABT WHEN UR FREE ASAP DEN WE MAKE ARRANGEMENTS....

Adios amigos.. peace out homies

WOOHOO... FINALLY

2008-06-11T20:01:00.002+08:00

HELL YEA.... i made another improvement today... LINKS BABY.. i finally gt it thx justin ur the man... cheers to u my brother..... lols... mah 1st 2 links are there hehehe... hey justin send me urs too.. den i wana link u up hehehe..... managed to change my blog skin but wat the hell.... ask shiqian mei to do the skin liao den i see nice but wat the fkin hell.... i dunno hw to fkin use... arrgghhhh better to slowly learn ba... muahaha.. sooner or later i am soooo gg to learn hw to use the skins...

Today was one hell of a hectic day.... had to meet up wif C at her marina bay office adn talk to her abt the matters at hand den her company's associates came and met me too....( the idiotic guy hu asked me to blow the budget was aso there) we talked abt the stuff and they finally said tt they did nt wan the additional items... PHEW thx so much C jie if nt for u i think i am gg to start to blow my top today again. MUACKS I SO LOVE U C JIE....(hehe... dun get angry ar just a purely jie jie didi exhange kiss on the cheek nia.)

Man i am so in need of slp these days even though holidays still workin like a mad cow den sometimes still need to work until like mornin mornin 1-2 am.. WTF.... sian lor..... wats lagi best was my best fwen called me on my hp and asked me "dey wan to go and makan prata at JLN kayu". Guess wat time he called me at 3 am in the mornin... steady la he.. jio me eat breakfast at 3 am POWDERFUL LA HE.

I need my beauty slp I need my food... wheres my nice char keow teo tt i ta pao frm bugis adn where the hell is my laksa tt i ta pao frm kovan..... AHHH SHIOK.... adios amigos time for uncle steven to makano.. peace out homies

YATTAA!!! I DID IT!!!

2008-06-10T18:59:00.004+08:00

WOOHOO....... shw the brother some love homies..... i added some new stuff hell yea..... my nxt step learn hw to design my borin blog and make it nicer... hell yea....... man i am gettin better in this blog stuff..... thx so much for ppl's assistance tt allowed me to learn frm....

Today... had some hard times, had to please a client. Dude ur boss said so much cash, and u wan me to add tt particular stuff into the budget.... DUDE IT WILL FKIN BLOW THE BUDGET, DO U FREAKIN UNDERSTAND THE WORDS TT ARE COMIN OUT OF MY MOUTH..... arrrgghhh. Felt like stranglin tt idiot, okie if tt wasn't bad enuf his secetary aso asked me to add this additional items into the shw list..... GAL DO I LOOK LIKE I CAN COORDINATE SHYT OF SUCH HIGH CALIBRE, I'M ONLI A FKIN POLY STUDENT NT A GRAD IN EVENTS MANAGEMENT AND NEITHER AM I WORKIN FULL-TIME U FKIN DUMB B!TCH!!!`

Okie tts way too much vulgarities comin frm my mouth. Srry folks hope my tml would be a better day..... Adios amigos time to makano...peace out homies.

Mah 1st Post

2008-06-07T11:04:00.003+08:00

Oh man this is my 1st post haha... okie finally can start to write the posts and officially start bloggin... man this saturday mornin is one hell of a boring day.. but hey wassup wif my attitude woohoos it is 2 wks of hols.... workin ferverishly to make ends meet.... i have to be able to take the pressure and treat this as a form of trainin to fatherhood.. haha.... guess it is time to chill and relax and let the day and computer to do the talkin.. adios folks peace out homies..