Woke up like arnd 6 am in the mornin aft slpin for like just a couple of hrs I guess more like just 3 hrs... dunno y I just couldnt slp... switched on my com and just started playin some cabal to relieve some stress.... (editor's note : hey I have nt been playin it for a damn long time le hor.. everyday FYP until i aso no time to play ma...) haha... Downloaded a song called Good Girls Gone Bad by Cobra Starship... hmmm this song title seems kinda familiar dun u think so lynn... keke... lolz be a gd gal la I still prefer u tt way... dun be a BIATCH... k ma lynn???

Somehw I dunno y... smth in my mind triggered me to go open up my folder and search for the piano version of the song Somewhere which is sung by Within Temptation... but in this case its just the piano cover... listenin to it over and over again.... sittin there and listenin to it like an emo freak... thinkin abt the past.. abt Andrew and abt my cousin... all the fun times we had tgt... tears just started rollin down my cheeks.... I noe the sayin goes "nan ren liu xue bu liu lei" but honestly even the strongest man on earth will cry when he loses his loved one(s)... unless ur just a cold blooded mother fkin son of a bitch den tt one dun say la... Tts a side of me very few people have seen... I guess at times its a cover I shw tt I am strong... but for a fact I am... just tt I too have my weak moments and this is a side I try my best nvr to shw to any1 this is a side I think onli my family has seen this side of me and probably my 1st gf has ever seen... cause I practically broke down while I was wif her when I went back to the place where it happened to andrew... which I still blame myself even though it has been 2 yrs. Well I guess so far onli 3 grps of people have ever seen namely my family, my 1st gf and lastly andrew's parents and fiance.

To my dearly beloved da sao... I am srry tt I allowed it to happen to ah kor... and I still cant stop thinkin abt wat happened tt day I am really srry I hope ur still doin fine?? Pls contact me okie da sao?

I guess I am srry guys.. I guess its just one of the days where I am damn emotional and just felt like typin out my tots.. well tts wat a blog is for rite... I need time to heal my wounds still and I really dunno hw long will I take to completely come out of this black hole of mine... Will u be able to help me ma dear??? Will u hold my hand and walk wif me on this lonely, cold dark and long path??? I hope I can slowly come out of this with our unity of strength.......

I guess I gotta go.. tc all... anythin sms or call me k guys??? OI GREENIE SMS ME LEI... WAITIN FOR UR SMS LEI NEED TO TALK TO U ABT SMTH LOR....

UNCLE STEVEN SIGNIN OFF......................................

I have been feeling stressed out recently and I am like WTF more do u fkin wan from me.... Hiaz.... Sian diao by more den 95% liao la...

Everyday for the past whole week I have been stayin back in sch for my FYP ( aka Final Yr Project) and yes I am nt gg to complain cause its impt cause it is my education and well it is a gd way of exposure for me so that I will be able to at least be able to get employed due to certain experiences which is greatly REDUCED due to fact tt I am from Republic Poly. Compared to a guy from another poly such as Singapore Poly or for the matter any other poly... they definitely have more experience than us cause of attachment... but when it comes to Technological side WE OWN UR ASS BIG TIME ASSHOLE FACE MAN... lolz... hahaha ( ps.. taken from from the love guru and nt meant to insult any1) ^^ haha. Well the cruel fact abt the workin life is its either u perform smartly and get ur pay or work like a dumb Mother Fker and still get laid off... Its abt being street smart and book smart the same time...

Singapore... its either u get a freakin PHD ( aka Permanant Head Damage) so that u are able to have a SLIGHTLY higher chance of gettin a job or u can start typin this followin link that I have just invented and started :
http://www.gg.com.sg/iamsoscrewedwifoutadecentcertificate.html

Well I guess I am gonna enjoy my Sunday so that I will be able to have a gd wk ahead wif lesser stress... And to all O lvl takers GD LUCK FOR UR PAPERS!!!!!

Uncle steven signin off...............................

Been a really long time since i last updated my blog.. been bz wif FYP presenting and all to think abt much stuff... btw srry greenie gomenesai.... haha btw greenie can send me a msg to me ma... I sent the phone to repair den lost all the phone contacts haha... send me a msg ba I keep in contact wif u through phone aso ba...

Although tml is deepavali.... I am nt celebratin for 1 yr I cant celebrate anythin well cause of my cousin's death... its a custom I guess... lolz but to be honest... I gt no mood to celebrate aso... busy wif FYP tryin to rush it out in like a mth's time... as well as many other stuff too.... kinda stressed up... hiaz....

Sch just reopned again for the last semester of the third year for me haha.... weee finally gg to leave my stupid poly lolz and go into NS.... booked my medical in jan aft sch close.... haha.... i guess i cant wait to just get it over and done wif..... just wan to end all of these fast.... and get into workin life again.... BUT the most funniest part is... when u alrdy worked u find studies more enjoyable... which is kinda true cause its so much lesser stress den workin... u can ask any1 abt tt... rite GREENIE.... hehe....

Btw guys srry for being MIA for so long haha... tc guys btw anythin u can msn or sms or call me k.. and greenie sms me okie... i need to talk to u.....

Tc folks.. UNCLE STEVEN SIGNIN OFF.....