Its been kinda long time since i blogged again.... I have alot of things tt are in my heart and I really dunno hw to say or smth... hiaz... 2 wks ago I was diagnosed to be a suspected H1N1 case cause of 1 havin all of the symptoms of the virus (i.e. high fever 38.1 but highest tt I shot up to was like 38.9 I think... runnin nose cough back ache and sore throat) was on LOA for 1 wk... well wat can I say just stay at home for 1 wk lor.... but wat even shook me was the death of my cousin bro hu went to canada to study for his pilot license.

Well wat came to me as the biggest surprise was when I was abt to slp on early sunday mornin arnd 1 am on 5th of july... I suddenly heard the phone ring and when I picked up I just heard my uncle.. by den I suspected smth must have happened was it my aunt or some1 else.... all I heard which gt me almost in tears was " Ram has drowned...." I was like frozen... I just could nt believe it... my cousin hu has gone to canada has died.... I could nt slp at all tt nite I just froze there..... and ended up cryin while on the bed..... well wat I noe is tt at least for 23 yrs of his life he did nt die in vain... he lived up to my grandparent's expectations and well he is also the apple of the eye of my 2 old folks..... and today is the day tt he will be cremeated as well as today is the day his body arrived back in his hometown which is in india... damn it hw I wish I could just fly back to see his body for the last time....I'm srry bro... but I promise I will do my best to keep our grandparents happy and proud I will nt fail u.. I promise... Rest In Peace my dear cousin brother.....

Another regret tt I have is losin a beloved jie of mine.... I hope when u read this entry of mine if ur in my blog tt is... I am srry Eileen jie... pls... forgive me.... I noe wat I did was a stupid mistake... I really miss the times tt we used to meet up and just talk abt anythin under the sun as well as on msn.... wo zhen de dui bu qi ni jie.. yuan liang wo hao ma??? wo hen xiang gen ni liao tian..... dui bu qi jie.... =(

I guess I shall just sign off for nw and just take some rest stil coughin and all just hope it would remain as a suspected case and nt a confirmed one.... hiaz.... to all my frens and loved ones hu read this.... tc and if u suspect anythin tt is amiss try and check urself if u have any symptoms like cough or runnin nose of even fever... if u have go and get medication from the doc pls go and take care of urselves drink more water....

UNCLE STEVEN SIGNIN OFF.........