Somehw i feel that life sucks to the max... I am like so depressed..... its like all the ppl tt I love are dyin while I this fked up asshole is still alive... 1st I lost andrew nxt I lost contact wif my most beloved jie hu is Eileen jie well because of a stupid mistake tt I did which i can say as I deserve it ba and I cant forgive myself for hurtin her... I am really srrt jie... den recently I lost my cousin bro hu went to canada to get his pilot license but ended up drownin cause of a fkin whirlpool.. well more like it was a freak accident.... AND NW fkin hell ytd I just receive another bad news... Dear is in bad shape cause of the cancer tt is spreadin in her body and may die in less den a yr or maybe slightly more...

FUCK.... y did god just wan to take all my loved ones but just nt me.... Y must I be tortured like tt??? Cant u just let me die tgt wif them... esp my dear.... Y... Fk it.. if u wan to take my dear from my side... u have to fkin get me 1st u fkin 700 in chinese asshole face man..

I dunno.. I just feel so confused... and I am really tired of gettin hurt always.... just when I tot I would have a gd life wif my dear... u must take her from me as well... I dun care whether she has to die er nt... I noe for sure tt I will always love her always and will nvr leave her side even though u have to take her away... I swear I will... ,,!,, ,,!,, tts wat I will give u....

I guess I go and relax alittle aft postin this... pon from class lolz... later still gt FYP meetin cause need to do alot of stuff... tc folks will update soon when I am free...

DEPRESSED UNCLE STEVEN SIGNIN OFF....