Ahhh...... finally home swt home... went out to do my FYP poster and discuss wif the team on wat to put on the poster... keep tellin myself to tahan wat they say.... looks like my self control of nt flarin up and punchin the shit out of my fked up crappy team leader is pretty gd... haha.... Well I just dunno hw the fk u manage to learn hw to bullshit so much and just lie through ur pants like as if ur takin a god damn piss in the toilet sia... hiaz... no comments liao la u this team leader...

Well my poster I gt onli like until tml to do my part and I gt alot of work to do.. I guess I cant do it today... kinda dead beat... well partly is because I did nt manage to slp well the nite b4.... and aso partly is because my migrane is actin up alittle but nt to worry I took my medication alrdy haha.... last nite I downed 1/2 a bottle of Johnny Walker Black Label... haha well kinda stressed out as feelin tt life is FUCKED UP AS USUAL... which is y today I gotta slp if nt some1 is gg to nag the fk out of me and scold me... haha dear I am srry wor... dun scold me okie??? I just hope my poster presentation tt is on this comin sat on the 18th of july I will just do well enuf....

Bro give me the strength to continue fightin.... and give me the rite mind when doin things... thx ram bro and aso u too andrew... kinda miss u badly andrew and I am srry I have nt been able to visit ur grave as I have been really busy and stressed out... I just hope both of u will look out for me while in heaven... and I hope tt u both are doin well beside the lord.. At times I am kinda envious of u andrew... u have no more worries and all.... I just have the mentality tt hw I wish I could just join u in heaven and just look down upon all those hu I love and just protect them... hw I wish I could do just tt... just end all my misery.... its kinda painful when I think of the past... on the day tt u died... I still cry by myself when I think of the times tt we spent.... I really miss them.... but I noe this I have to take care of myself nw as I need to be strong for my family members as well as for some1 whom I really love and wish I can be wif for the rest of my life... Dear this msg is for u... I will love u wif all my heart and wif all my soul.. I promise.... dun ever think of the negative side okie... just think abt gettin well... I will nvr leave u I swear... no matter hw u may look like or watever illness u have I will always stand wif u fightin and stayin by ur side through all the tough times... I love u dear...

Well folks I gotta go time for me to get my "beauty" slp haha.... ADIOS AMIGOS...

TROUBLED UNCLE STEVEN SIGNIN OFF..............................