Well... 6th of april is finally here.... the faithful day... Its been 2 yrs since u left us... well.. honestly it shld have been me... but u saved me... and up till today.. I still cant forget the scene... it's just too painful... Well bro... I swore to u tt I will do u proud and listen to u... so far I have done all the things... Ur family and all is safe and doin well.... but I can bet none of us would be able to do anythin on the fateful day... whenever I slp.. I see images of hw it happened.... I have to drink till I am completely drunk to be able to slp well or take medication instead of alcohol... Whenever I think of tt fateful day..... I just break down.... I just cant accept the fact tt ur gone and its all because of me...

Well... I guess I have to say this.. I am really srry.... tt I cant forgive myself and get over ur death.... but I am tryin to get over.... I just hope tt ur family members would be able to cope and I swear tt I will try my best to be wif them when they need....

For those hu knew hu u were... I would like to propose a toast to andrew.... The gr8est fighter and the best kor... tt I have ever known... or ever will noe... HUAT AR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

signin off.............