hey guys.... wassup... srry man.. have nt been updatin much recently been kinda pissed off and really in a mind irritatin situation.... dunno hw long can i tahan sia... betul..... honestly i feel like shoutin out and stuff but just holdin back.....

k here goes..... the thing tt is buggin me...... :

For 20 yrs i have nt met or heard any movement or seen any1 from my mum's side cause of smth tt happeend 21 yrs ago... which was really bo liao to the core..... tt seperated my parents and me from my mum's side folks... den one wednesday i did nt go out tt day... suddenly at arnd 9 pm.. i hear the door bell ringin and door knockin... i was thinkin... " hu the bloody fk is this bangin the door and gettin the attention of the ppl inside... nth better to do ar" open the door and see 1 man and 1 woman there... i tot some salesperson or smth..... Wat shocked me was they asked me if my mum's name is this and my dad's name is this... I was like.......... hu are u guys... den tt woman said I am ur mum's 4th sister... CAN U FREAKIN THINK OF THE SHOCK TT I HAD.... I mean i noe and i have heard all abt my mum's family hw many sisters and all frm my mum but havin to meet all of a suddenly out of the blue... I was seriously like.... WAT THE HOLY MOTHER FK...... I seriously stood there like a statue for like a few secs dunno wat to say and all.... den my mum came out and saw..... But..... the reunion of my mum's 4th sis and her is nt say the mind drainin situation honestly... tt was just alrite i mean i am shaken and in shock but wat i heard aft tt was really......... I really dunno hw to explain tt feeling.... My grandma... aka my mum's mum is lyin in hospital wif stroke and bleedin in the brain.... and she may die anytime....

When i heard it..... even i was in total shock...... for 20 yrs.... i have nt met any of u and i noe none of u... and all of a sudden u tell me tt my grandma was in hospital wif haemorrage in the brain.... my 1st tot was is this another " crime-watch" connin shyt or was this for real... i dunno... but aft the nxt day.... i knew it was for real..... I am like totally lost for words and all... well i did nt even think tt a family reuinion would happen while a family member is on the death bed... ( honestly there is nt much chance but the situation can be overturned dependin on individual cause bleedin the the brain is no joke.... we have to look at the age and the other things tt the patient maybe sufferin b4 we can conclude tt the patient maybe able to survive....) but thank god she has nw gained her consiciousness but still in a critical condition... i mean anythin can happen nt even I can play god... in my opinion.. my grandma will most likely go... its onli a matter of time.... i am nt cursin her.. its facts.... but it can be a miracle... if she can survive until many more years...

Well I just pray tt the whole family is being united because of this matter.... I am still in shock and fear.... well cause of some issues which I would nt wan to discuss....... hiaz...............

TROUBLED UNCLE STEVEN SIGNIN OFF..............................................