Well i made a rather big mistake to a jie.... made her vry pissed off.... yea well i asked for it disurb he fren's blog and aso spmmed on her blog... well nw i apologize on my blog ba.... JIE I AM REALLY SRRY... PLS GIVE ME A CHANCE.... I AM REALLY SRRY...

These days i feel like i am so lonely... although yea workin non stop as well as playin cabal sea to destress myself... make myself occupied and nt think so much.... some nites i dun slp much cause i am dreamin of andrew again.... so just wake up to do work..... but yea most of the time i am nt slpin is cause of my job.... have to submit to client like by 8 am or smth... which sux la.... i juts came to noe frm the news tt if u dun slp u can get high blood pressure lol... well yea true in a way haha... alrdy am havin high blood pressure lol frm the stress tt my mum is givin me and a whole load of other stuff.

Some timesi just feel like gg to the top floor and commitin sucide.. ends all my sufferin... but come to think abt it.. if i die wat my parents eat.... wind ar.... these days my mum have been naggin at me non stop to slp and all... i feel like tellin her.... " MA... i am like workin cause of wat to feed this family... u ask me to stop workin and slp u wan me to lose my job isit... and more over can u like stop naggin at me.. wat ur doin sittin at home and cleanin up the house ur nt the one bringin in the money it was dad last time... nw dad no job gettin back his job and i am providin for the family cause i am the onli child is it fair for me er nt for u to be naggin at me... "

Sometimes parents wan to care but dun understand the pain tt their children are gg through... i am workin to feed my family.. nt doin smt else like sit back do other stuff.. if i am doin tt scold me ya nth to say... i am workin through the nite for wat... to allow u all to at least have a bettr life.... in the end wat i get NTH... I JUST GET SHIT AND CRAP LOAD OF SALIVA SPLATTERED TO MY FACE.....

Been drinkin too these days... still havin the scar of losin andrew.... dunno hw long will it take to mend my broken heart....

Well guess i gotta get back to writin my proposals b4 i get another load of saliva on my face by my clients lol.... will update when i am free....

UNCLE STEVEN SIGNIN OFF.......................................

GR8 news i am fallin sick i think.. its been a vry long time since i last fell sick.. lol... dunno if it is a gd sign er nt sia..ROFLMAO..... must be the toast bread i ate ytd la.. toast until a little chaota..... den just makan... but rite i think ar it was because of 9th of aug.. last wk sat la..... piang eh... chiong like xiao....... btw thx for jioin me to MOS tt day wor adrian... YES ADRIAN... ur the best... lol... say pay for me everythin lol... i forgot ur a darn rich guy la... somemore can lend money to vince.. lol... ( bro xiao xin some1 aft she read this blog sure interested in u... she alrdy shwed interest when i told her tt u jio me club and paid for me everythin... make sure u stick wif da sao ar... if nt this gal sure wan to milk u ROFLMAO..... ) OH MAN I MISS THE RASPBERRY PUFFS frm marks and spencer..... i need my fix..... ARRRGGHHH.... nvm... HIAZ

I think if andrew still alive ar... i sure die.. he sure to scold me and adrian lor.... cause i drink until dunno my limit den end up throat all dry.. lol.. heng nt drunk.. phew... talkin abt which i miss him sia lol..... but tml i can visit him again.... will definitely be bringin his favs.... JOHNNIE WALKER- BLACK LABEL... 3 bottles ( me, adrian and ofc frm ur family) and 2 packs of marlboro reds..... Kor bless me, and all of our xiong di men frm gettin into any more things... to think rationally and do u proud.... take care of ur ah pa and ah ma.... xiao mei.... my family.. includin u noe hu... and aso my extended family... ( Elieen jie... Jacqueline jie.. Wei ting jie... Kelvin.... Justin...Shiqian...Alicia...) take care of shiqian and nt allow her to think of smth stupid... she is the weakest and the one tt i am worried abt the most.... I hop u can protect this jie of mine too.. elieen jie... let her concentrate on her studies to make the right decision and nt worry abt anythin else except her studies and bf... give her a clear mind to allow her to acheive her goals in life and ofc a blessed happy life and not be a loser like me... and lastly me give me the strength to move on... to take in stride wat has happened.... give me the strength to protect those tt i love like shiqian, elieen and those tt i mentioned above... give me the strength to show them wat u had done for me while u were still alive... pls kor i beg u.. give me ur strength let me unleash the fighter in me while u were still alive...ANDREW... U WLL ALWAYS BE MY KOR... the best fighter... and brother tt i have known or ever will noe.... HUAT AR......

time for me to relax and enjoy my friday dun worry i will take care of myself folks....

UNCLE STEVEN SIGNIN OFF...............................

( personal note to kor: 我不会让你失望的大哥，我一顶会让你觉得骄傲。i will make sure i fulfil dream and ur last words.. i will make sure i make it into a uni.... IN LOVIN MEMORY OF ANDREW.......... MAY UR SOUL REST IN PEACE KOR!!!!!!!!!!!!)

I think for the 1st time I gotta admit... my wednesday was a tirin one... BUT.... and i say BUT wif caps lock on baby.... its nt because of work..... ITS BECAUSE I WENT OUT TO ENJOY... woohoo.....

Being the start of the 3 wks holidays since the term of the semester in RP 2nd yr has ended for me ytd i tot can slp late and wake up late lor.... but wednesdays are usually break for me cause i no elective for the 1st sem ma... den scully today my fren vince went and wake me up in the middle of my beauty slpin dreams and ask me whether wan to go to jln kayu... this was the exact convo of wat he said..... " EH steven... amai pia plata at jln kayu... lim pei plangah le eh amai... plus kopi.... amai.... den chit tiam pia DOTA le eh axe wa eh earth shaker.. chiong some ppl online amai...... " den i was like... " orh eh sai buay.. le eh plangah.. i tot u tio albert tai ji.... O$NVRP$.... aiya steady la.. i plangah u la.. mai dun wan u to plangah me.. u settle ur tai ji wif albert den plangah me nt late... okie la steady la.. pia DOTA... pia hu... gor hong cheng kang i go change and all den meet up.. pia plata..."... this was wat happened la... aft tt chiong DOTA... omg we 2 own ppl lor.. lol... dunno hw some ppl play.. i would say tt i am like a noob and just started learnin hw to use axe lor... okie these are the items tt i bought.... " vangaurd, 2 soul boosters, blade mail, BOT den instead of buyin butterfly i go and keh xiao chiong dagon cause too much money liao.. lol..." like this nia lei... guess my kill count.... 2 vs 5 we 2 ppl kill them in total 13 times ar... i kill the most la... but 1st blood thriple kill was caused by vince lor... suddenly come in block and use ulti.. den all i heard was... " FIRST BLOOD THRIPLE KILL " den the opponents send msg... " Wat the holy mother hell" GG... powderful lor we 2 lol.....

I think today was the happiest day in my life i guess haha.. gt to go out wif her... muahaha... i think those hu noe me well enuf will noe hu i am talkin abt haha.... but b4 tt i met elieen jie cause she was gg to sch and just nice i aso gg ma.. so took bus tgt.... and met her at TPY.... made our way to bugis and did all the things... tgt haha... well i am honored to spend time wif u.. haha.. lol jkin jkin... Aft tt i sent her home and went to buy some stuff for my neighbour..

Well it is tme for uncle steven to go and chiong and slp lo.. if nt ar sure to tio back ache lol.. OLD MAN LIAO LA... haha... well ADIOS FOLKS....


UNCLE STEVEN SIGNIN OFF ...............................

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY FOLKS..... hell yea today is the 9th of aug... somtimes as a citizen u gotta be proud ahah... but honestly i have gt to admit there are things in singapore which may nt be tt appealin haha.. ERP baby.... everwhere aso ERP.

WAN TO NOE SMTH.... i think ar i post this out.. u guys sure WAH PIANG EH.... U guys noe shenton way..... YA SHENTON WAY..... there is an ERP gantry there rite...ON A SATURDAY ITS ASO ON.... i am like OH MY GOD.....the onli ppl there on a sat at shenton way are probably GHOSTS....... eh srry srry.. choy choy choy.. forgot nw 7th mth... but really la.. on a sat and u wan to on ERP on shenton way... alamak... use ur brain ar... at most ppl doin wat.. shoppin in orchard road aso buay sai ar.... UNCLE SAM ar UNCLE SAM.... u dun have enuf pay isit.

PLS la... What we are earnin HALF of it is gg to TAXES here and there.. EVERYTHIN WE DO aso tio tax..... NW GST SOMEMORE IS 7%.... WAH PIANG HW U EXPECT US TO SURVIVE... The price of rice aso risin this and tt aso risin GST nw 7% den water utility bill aso risin practically i can say OUR COSTS OF LIVIN INCREASED... BUT THE ONLY GOD DAMN MOTHER FKIN THING TT IS NT INCREASIN IS OUR GOD DAMN PAY... Seeryeously la... A normal poly grad lets say he or she did nt manage to get into uni.. his startin pay is wat 1.8K or maybe arnd almost 2 K ba... BUT.... he come out frm poly str away can get job ar.... for the nxt few mths wat he eat... wind ar.... DEN ASO HW ABT THE ITE STUDENTS.. hw they gg to survive if they dun make it into Poly...

UNCLE SAM AR UNCLE SAM.... u wan us to stay in singapore and all.. UR PACKAGE nt attractive enuf to MAKE SINGAPOREANS WAN TO STAY lor... cost of living alone tio tai ji liao... wan to keep ourselves alive is still okie la.. but maybe a little hard must be frugal.. wat happens if we have kids and all.. TENTU MATI!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AS GD AS GD GAME....

I am nt tryin to critise the government seriously la..... But think abt it lor... u wan to tax here and there okie fine... but pls consider the general citizens......

OKIE FINE... anyways FOLKS ENJOY UR HOLIDAYS.. HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!!!!


UNCLE STEVEN SIGNIN OFF.................................

SRRY FOLKS NT BEEN UPDATIN MUCH RECENTLY.... well cause i have been busy workin and doin my sch work and other stuff.... I think i seriously need to relax and probably need a vacation or smth so tt i can relax and chill... really need it...

Went to the doc's on wednesday.... dunno y all of a sudden i have coughed up blood a little... report still awaitin ... Doc said can be lung cancer... or it could be due to my old prob of slight internal bleeding ( old injury ).... IF TIO LUNG CANCER.. tt is it man... But i dun think it is haha.. so nth much to worry i have faith in myself.... most likely is old prob...

Been havin dreams of the event tt happened on gd friday last yr.. abt andrew again... which sux la.. i think this matter is gg to pei me till the day i die ba .... this guilt of mine shld be taken to the grave wif me.. no one else shld bear this pain onli me shld be the one to bear this pain... this is a burden onli i can carry....

Well today was the last day of RDNA woohoo vacations comin soon.. happy SEY... lol... best is nxt wk wed.. maybe can meet some1 muahahahaha... see bei song ar... WELL GUESS I GTG AND PREPARE SOME STUFF...

UNCLE STEVEN SIGNIN OFF... ADIOS MATES................

( note: ELIEEN JIE TAKE CARE WOR.. LOVE ALL THOSE PPL TT I POSTED IN MY PREVIOUS POST STILL HAHA.... LOVE ALL OF U PPL LOADS... BUT ONLI FEW PPL ARE THE ONES TT I TRULY LOVE THE MOST AND U GUYS NOE HU U R.... tc folks)..... loves

YO YO YO..... srry man folks been busy writin reports as well as compiling my PP these few days... srry tt i ignored u wor... so srry.. hope ur nt angry wif me....

Well i went to meet a da jie today... guess u all noe hu la.. C jie.. haha.... somehw dunno y in the world she had to go back to her office to do stuff on a SUNDAY mornin lor... i tot she was a 9-5 mon-fri kind of worin office chio bu scully sunday she must go back.... hiaz... poor thing... NVM i went back to shw her stuff aso lor.. so she nt so sian.. haha pei her until she left the office.. but the best part was...... THE 2 OF US MANAGED TO SEE A GOD DAMN BMW KENA RAPED ON THE SLE HIGHWAY BY A LANCER LOR...... I was like holy macaroni.... hw in the world did a BMW get raped by a lancer sia.... i was in C jie's RX8 and we were travellin frm woodlands cause went there to makan smth at the same time see her dear.. den we gg back to my place lor.. so took SLE.. scully just nice at the yishun exit there rite.. heard macham gt some1's car wif turbo... at 1st i tot was C jie's car cause i know she gt turbo in the car liao.. scully is diff sound lor... turn arnd see one BMW there and a lancer drive past it and flash light signallin its win...( international car talk for i win... in street racin tt is) haha.... i was like shocked lor....i think ar tt person in the lancer is havin an orgasm or smth sia... rape a BMW.... haha..

Any car fanatics hu chiong car forum one tell me if u guys see some1 posted the news tt he was in a lancer and he raped a BMW on SLE ar.. gam sia... i will really wan to put wat tt guy wrote in the forum here so tt all of u can see it lor.. ahah....

Well.... i guess i have to go off and prepare for my uncle... haha... sia la jia lat i think tml i sure to have hangover sia.... jia la jia lat... but nvm la aso gd makes me stop thinkin abt andrew's matter...

Tonite's drinkin session wif my uncle will be an honor to remember u kor... HUAT AR.... BROTHERS FOR LIFE...... I THINK I SHALL ASO DECLARE THIS.......I LOVE SHIQIAN MEI.. ALICIA MEI.... CASSY MEI.... JASMINE JIE.... LIYANA JIE.... ELIEEN JIE.....CHARLENE JIE....ANGELA JIE..... JACQUELINE JIE... WEILI JIE... JUSTIN BRO... KELVIN BRO .... ANDREW KOR...AND OFC NT FORGETTIN SOME1 LA..... I LOVE ALL OF U LOADS.... hope tt i will be able to protect and love all of u....

Like my pm in msn... " Have withstood pain to create many weapons... Yet those hands will nvr hold anythin.. So... As I pray.... Unlimited Blade Works!!!!" My onli simple wish is to be able to protect u all.. my loved ones.... hope andrew would give me the str to perservere so tt i can fulfil this little wish of mine....

Well time for UNCLE STEVEN to go and prepare for my uncle's arrival...

ADIOS AMIGOS...

UNCLE STEVEN SIGNIN OFF.....

Quote by DOMINIC(THE FAST AND THE FURIOUS):

" I LIVE MY LIFE A 1/4 MILE AT A TIME.... NTH ELSE MATTERS...... IN THOSE 10 SECS OR LESS.... I'M FREE"