Well i made a rather big mistake to a jie.... made her vry pissed off.... yea well i asked for it disurb he fren's blog and aso spmmed on her blog... well nw i apologize on my blog ba.... JIE I AM REALLY SRRY... PLS GIVE ME A CHANCE.... I AM REALLY SRRY...
These days i feel like i am so lonely... although yea workin non stop as well as playin cabal sea to destress myself... make myself occupied and nt think so much.... some nites i dun slp much cause i am dreamin of andrew again.... so just wake up to do work..... but yea most of the time i am nt slpin is cause of my job.... have to submit to client like by 8 am or smth... which sux la.... i juts came to noe frm the news tt if u dun slp u can get high blood pressure lol... well yea true in a way haha... alrdy am havin high blood pressure lol frm the stress tt my mum is givin me and a whole load of other stuff.
Some timesi just feel like gg to the top floor and commitin sucide.. ends all my sufferin... but come to think abt it.. if i die wat my parents eat.... wind ar.... these days my mum have been naggin at me non stop to slp and all... i feel like tellin her.... " MA... i am like workin cause of wat to feed this family... u ask me to stop workin and slp u wan me to lose my job isit... and more over can u like stop naggin at me.. wat ur doin sittin at home and cleanin up the house ur nt the one bringin in the money it was dad last time... nw dad no job gettin back his job and i am providin for the family cause i am the onli child is it fair for me er nt for u to be naggin at me... "
Sometimes parents wan to care but dun understand the pain tt their children are gg through... i am workin to feed my family.. nt doin smt else like sit back do other stuff.. if i am doin tt scold me ya nth to say... i am workin through the nite for wat... to allow u all to at least have a bettr life.... in the end wat i get NTH... I JUST GET SHIT AND CRAP LOAD OF SALIVA SPLATTERED TO MY FACE.....
Been drinkin too these days... still havin the scar of losin andrew.... dunno hw long will it take to mend my broken heart....
Well guess i gotta get back to writin my proposals b4 i get another load of saliva on my face by my clients lol.... will update when i am free....
UNCLE STEVEN SIGNIN OFF.......................................
