FOLKS... I CAN OFFICIALLY SAY DUN FKIN PISS ME OFF TML... I AM RLY GG TO HAVE A FKIN SERIOUS LACK OF MY BEAUTY SLP OR WAIT IT IS I DUN EVEN FKIN GET TO HAVE MY BEAUTY SLP...... DUN COME AND DEE XIAO..... MY CLIENTS SAY TT I NEED TO SEND THEM PROPOSALS LATEST BY TML MORNIN 6 AM.... AND GUESS WAT I FKIN HAVE... I FKIN HAVE 90 PROPOSALS... LAGI BEST!!!!! WAT A FKED UP WAY TO END MY MONDAY BLUES.... SHIOK RITE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NB CB FKIN DU LAN LIAO LA....

Today had MCB.. guess i dun need to say the abbrevatin liao la.. haha... T was again the fkin joker of the grp haha... but i noe this for sure i wasn't in the least mood to listen to his jokes in the beginin.. I was practically emoin.... miss him loads.... ( p.s. * editor's note* all those hu noes me well enuf will noe hu i am talkin abt ).. Ever since he left me like last yr on the 6th of april.. I have been feelin guilty as well as vry sad abt losin a fren like him... well he was like my pillar of strength.... i have like known him for like 17 yrs of my life and to lose him suddenly on tt day.... I GOTTA ADMIT IT REALLY SUX LIKE FKIN SHYT... I seriously owe his family an apology but no matter hw much i apologize i wont be able to allow them to get back their son and kor no matter wat...... wo zhen de dui bu qi ni men.. wo mei you zhuo wo de zhe ren qing yuan liang wo, wo yuan yi ni men na wo de ming, wo zhen de bu xiang huo xia qu le... I AM IN A LOT OF PAIN ..... He always has been takin care of me and on tt day.. i could nt even protect him... WAT A FKIN USELESS SON OF A FKIN IDIOTIC B!*** I AM.... i cant even protect him at all.... IT SHLD HAVE BEEN ME...... y TELL ME Y DID U SHEILD ME.... Y DIDN'T U FKIN PUSSIES TAKE ME TOO LET ME LEAVE THIS FKIN CRUEL WORLD.. Y!!!!!

I think i ma stop bloggin... i feelin far worse..... srry my fwens....think i need some alone time to totally take my pain away..... Guess this pain will stay wif me forever until the day i step into the coffin.... and i will definitely need some time to let this pain go away.... dun worry folks i will be back to my usual side but it may take a long time.... My sincere apologies for bein so emo folks.. peace out homies...

UNCLE STEVEN SIGNIN OFF.....................................................