Well aft a day of deep thoughts as well as some " counsellin " frm shiqian and even frm L my classmate as well as C jie and A jie i think i am slightly better nw.. Thx for all ur concerns. I will be stronger.. i promise just give me more time... to let go of this past is vry diff as he is my most precious person and a pillar of strength for me for past 17 yrs since i was a baby he has been takin care of me... so yea i will definitely need more time.

Today i was still in quite a lot of pain though and yea i plunged into complete darkness... nt allowin other things to affect me at all concentrate completely on my work blastin music into my ears but still listenin to wat my clients were talkin.... I would like to take this opportunity to apologize to E jie... srry tt i was a little cha tao today... damn ps.. pls forgive me.. okie??? Also I am so srry LQ for like.... like soundin a little angry and pissed off ytd.. so srry wor... oh ya this sat the thing hor i will confirm wif u tml or smth okie LQ.. so srry for nt bein able to give u an ans wor...

Well folks time for UNCLE STEVEN to drown his sorrows a little wif some nice cold beer and ofc some nice bread wif clam chowder for snacks b4 i head back to work and den slp... LQ i am srry once again and tc of urself okie... and aso dun worry abt my this problem ba... give me some time to get over it ba.. i will be back de LQ.... all i need is some more time tts all..... shiqian mei thx for supportin me.. i will be feelin better aft some time dun worry...

Aight folks time for me stop... PEACE OUT HOMIES...

UNCLE STEVEN SIGNIN OFF......................................................