DAMN.... i am so srry for doin tt LQ yea i noe tt u have forgiven me but it is still a stupid mistake tt i made.... well i will have to be a stronger person frm nw on.. make my own decisions so tt i can give her a better future and tt i can let her feel secured. I am srry tt i made u feel insecure at times i think i am still nt tt matured cause of some events tt happened to me in the past which is makin me lack in maturity at times but i promise u tt i will try my best to make u feel secured alrite...... Give me some time i will be back to my old usual confident and matured self....

Sometimes i wonder tt when can i let go off my past. Just got to noe tt an old bro of mine was injured cause of work at his workplace will be seein him tml aft work and aso to catch up wif some old times wif him.. man i miss those days... but its all over since his death and tt i promised him and as well as her tt i will nvr step into this matters anymore... Well i intend to keep my words. Today was quite a mess for me cause of sch and work. Well today was especially busy i would say lol... could hardly even breathe today and am havin a terrible headache...

Sometimes i do wonder i try and help ppl in certain matters and i appear strong to ppl and matured.... well even the strongest man has his weakness..... i am always helpin ppl.... but when i am in need of help hu in the fkin hell is there for me.. to help me and support me... well i noe tt u have ur things to worry abt and thus i do not wan to bother u wif some of the explicit details and am keepin it all to myself.... feel like cryin my heart out rite nw but am holdin back my tears cause i do not wan to make my family and aso my GF worreid abt me..... i love all of u esp my gf ur my one and onli loved one tt i wan to spend my life wif.....

Well folks time for me to relax and try and think of a solution for my current prob.... like the song called BLVD OF BROKEN DREAMS BY GREEN DAY...... " i walk a lonely road the onli one tt i've ever known....." well it is a lonely road for me a road of darkness and soloness.... this is a road i have to walk alone cause i dun wan to drag ppl down...... i promise i will be back to my usual self just need some alone time and space to make out of my tots.......

ADIOS AMIGOS

UNCLE STEVEN SIGNIN OFF.....................................................