Yo wassup peeps... hahaha 4 mths ago since my last update huh... guess been really bz wif alot of things recently....

In may was bz wif preparation for my graduation from RP... finally i am out of RP baby!!! woots!!!! went into tekong for my NS on the 10th of june and began to be super emo while being in there like mad cause i dun get to spend too much of time wif her... gotten alot tanner as well as slightly stronger and slimmer as compared to last time... I noe my baby gal is always worried and upset cause i am nt by her side and i guess i have to really say srry cause i dun have a choice when it comes to servin the nation i can only just keep tryin to keep in contact wif u by sms or by callin u at nite... atleast i kept my promise of tryin to contact u as much as i can lor :p love u baby :D

While in july I started to feel the trainin was abit less shaggin cause gettin used to it but we are all super slp deprived always we are like walkin zombies but still awake enuf to kick ass.... and this is also the month where me and my baby got to celebrate our 1st yr tgt... i booked out exactly on the day of my anni and i got to celebrate wif her on the vry nxt day... Baby I just wanna say I am vry happy tt we are tgt for 1 yr alrdy.. i just hope to be able to spend many more of our yearly anni tgt and even marry u in the future wor :D

Nw in august we are about to start our BMT phase as for the past 2 mths we were havin our PTP phase... nxt wk itself we are havin our live firing exercise.. am damn excited man.. just prayin tt i can get my marksmanship like hw my dad got his man... would be damn proud to have my dad put tt badge on for me man... I hope i wont disappoint my dad or any1 and take it like a man... Ytd went out to meet my dear baby gal at bugis and enjoyed the time tgt wif her.... I dunno but whenever i meet her or go out wif her I just wanna hug her close to me and nvr let go and just wan to spend as much time as possible wif her... I guess its just the fear of losin her or leavin her alone cause of my NS.... Its the need and want of havin my dear by my side be it where we are... wif u in my arms i feel so much love... u just make me whole again dear!! :D

Oh well i guess i shld nt bore u guys wif all these... ima go enjoy my long wkend and i am here to wish all singaporeans.. happy national day to all... i am goin back to my camp on tt day in the evenin hahaha too bad i cant get to watch the fireworks this yr wif my baby :( hiaz

Alrite time for uncle steven to go enjoy his long wkend break... ADIOS AMIGOS!!!!

Been kinda thinking alot lately abt alot of stuff... Recently my paternal grandma had gotten into a car accident and was in the hospital ward for abt 2 days just to check if she will be alrite... I guess its cause of precautionary measures as she is an elderly woman... her report is alrite except for a 3rd rib hair-line fracture on the right side and a couple of abrasions and cuts on her forehead... other den that she is still alrite just tt she is rendered " immobile " to do any housework at the moment.... hahah So I guess tt explains y I am so freaking bz and tired lately as most of the time i am dealin wif all the house work... Yea i admit I am kinda lazy at times to do certain housework but well WTF man its time I took over and take care of my grandma rite???? i like took care of everythin including the cooking and my grandma insisted I had to learn hw to make the curries.... Holy shyt man... thank god I still could cook them man... the curries so far I have learnt to are like fish, chicken mushroom and toufu curries... there are like still a shit load more to learn man and I dunno if I would be havin the time to learn them as well er nt... LOL While helping out wif arnd the house I gotta help my dad wif his IRA form submission too man.. oh god i am like super runnin out of time LOL but well wat to do just chew the bitter medicine and grit on it man.... Sometimes u just gotta do wats a man gotta do... hahaha just live ur life a 1/4 mile at a times and change accordingly cause u nvr noe when shit's gonna happen. Lately I gotta admit I am like super duper depressed over rs matters... well sometimes I just blame myself over alot of things for all the quarrels we have had in our rs but well I noe it takes 2 hands to clap and I gotta admit tt there is definitely alot of shit for me to change... one of which is me smoking man.. gotta seriously reduce my number of cigs i take... hahahaha.. I just hope tt my gf and me can both withstand the test of time and patience that is coming soon esp when I enter into NS as it is known as the graveyand shit period for couples where their love is put to the test... I just dunno y I gt no confidence in myself... I am just vry scared of losing her man hiaz..... Wel I just gt a msg which I hope my gf would be able to see: To my dearest jacqlyn baby, I noe I have hurt u many times wif wat I say or do and I admit I am definitely nt the best bf out there.. I noe nuts abt being romantic and I cant do alot of things like wat most couples out there do... buyin u flowers bring u here and there to shop watch movies and stuff... I am srry baby I am such a failure in becomin ur bf... I just wanna say I love u baby and I just hpe I can and will make u smile and feel loved...I realy cant promise u tt I will be able to change fully but i noe I will try my best for our future... I really dun wish to lose u ever baby ur really my heart and my soul and wifout u I really fel tt life would really be meaningless to me anymore... I noe tt I am nt at all romantic in most ways but I rather find out and use more meaningful ways to express my love to u... I am srry baby for making u upset and angry recently wif all of our quarrels and meaningless fights.. I just hope u will nvr leave me baby I just dun wanna ever lose u.. cause i really feel if i do lose u, I think I will nvr find another gal anymore and just remain single till the day I die:( pls dun ever leave me baby T.T Hiaz I guess ima go to slp alrdy as tml is gg to be another long ass day where housework and compilin of info to be submitted to IRA would be my world... LOL HIAZ EMOFIED AND THINKIN TOO MUCH UNCLE STEVEN SIGNIN OFF.................................................

God damn it man.... WTF is happenin man... Ytd whole day I was in the hospital wif my grandma as she gotten into an accident. When I received the call from my uncle hu was the driver of one of the cars that was involved in the accident along lorong chuan, I rushed down to the accident site and den rush to the hospital aft borrowin my fren's car... thank god she only had some minor injuries but still had to stay for a couple of days in the hospital cause 1st of all she is an elderly woman and 2nd of all she has gotten some injuries on her forehead as well as at her scalp and also a hair-line crack on a rib cage... Phew!!!!! a few bruises arnd her arm and all is still alrite i guess... looks like i am goin to be bz like a bee once again... jugglin alot of things all arnd again and again... hahaha

From Sunday till nw I have so far slept only 4 hrs in total hahaha... nvr knew i could last this long wifout crumbling... I guess all tt intensive trainin i have from andrew has helped alot eh LOL... What I dun understand abt hw the fk the accident happened is there is a slip road along lorong chuan rd which is under the CTE.... the other party came at a high speed and rammed into my uncle's car.... 1st of all the fkin slip road is a fkin bend for cryin out loud... hw the mother fk did tt guy drive at a " VERY HIGH SPEED"??????? even Louis Hamilton aso buay sai la... unless u tellin me tt guy driftin la but if he driftin aso the accident wont be like this wat... and wats lagi best is in tt slip road its nt a just a STOP sign is being erected lei... there is a fkin traffic light lei... so nw its either one of the drivers hu beat the red light... i dunno la... just wait for TP to handle this fked up case le lor.... hopefully there can be insurance claimed lor abo can str start sayin HOLY SHIT GD GAME!!!!!!

Well I gotta go prepare to leave the house early today and head over to the hospital.... hope I still have the str to continue man...

TIRED AND PISSED OF UNCLE STEVEN SIGNIN OFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tml its gg to be the 1st of march... woohoo.... startin tml its gg to be back to back lessons of drivin... I cant wait to rip those courses and learn as fast as I can man... I have always loved to drive and admire cars... I guess I just cant wait to get my license back man... Hope I can perfectly sync up the controls of the pedals and all and nt make the same stupid mistakes tt I made last wk friday... Damn man... I think if I was nt careful and sort of opened my eyes wide enuf in time I think me and my instructor would have died man... The best part my instructor who was my buddy from lion dance while in RP was aslp as he too was darn tired... Fkin shyt man... I better have enuf rest and just hope tml i wont screw up... cause tml my lesson is in the early evening where there would be alot of cars.... Better buck up STEVEN or else I wont forgive u for doin such a pisswhore job at drivin!!!!!!

Cant wait for nxt saturday to come as I hope to be able to spend some time wif my gf... Its been quite some time since we last went window shoppin or anythin... Hope to be able to watch a movie wif u and even spend alot of time wif u before ur sch starts and before I am being called up for service... Hiaz y must we singaporeans have to serve NS... But I guess I have chosen to serve the nation nt as a soldier in tekong but have instead applyin to be in the Police Force... Well wish me luck.... I hope I can pass everythin and have started trainin quite abit for my NS stinct... gotta be fit to be able to be a police officer man... its time to dig dig dig... drill tt fkin iron bitch up!!!!!!!

Man a hungry uncle steven is definitely nt a gd sign... gonna start munchin down my dinner of some delicacies (to me tt is).... ahhhh LAKSA here i come baby!!!!

Hungry and tired Uncle STEVEN signing off...........................................

LOL dunno hw many centuries its been since I last updated my blog le lor... hahaha den today my this notti gf of mine asked me to update so i just tot aiya just update la... its like 1 yr liao no harm updatin ba LOL....

Somehw been thinkin quite abit abt my past but still alrite... tryin to look for the pic of me and andrew as well as takin some johnny walker black label abit frequently cause dunno y my whole body pain like crap... gf is nw sick and she is really makin me totally worried abt her zzz somemore tml still gotta go work.... Dear pls tc of urself and dun be sick always nor... u gt poor health and i will be really worried abt u nor :(

Nwadays i am like learnin to hw to drive again aft my stupid ban has been lifted cause i did nt apply the brake and hit the TP's car... Havin alot of expectations on myself as for some reason driving is a passion to me... and I totally believe in wat Vin Disel said in The Fast And The Furious... boy do I still live my life in that phrase and I think I will seriously take tt phrase to the grave wif me for I am a bonified street racer for life baby...

Well I guess ima stop bloggin for nw and slack and call somebody before she starts naggin at me again... Hope my application to the Police department will suceed and tt I pass my drivin wif flyin colours man.... tts all i hope for as my poly is finally all over baby!!!! woots!!!! XDXDXD

Well time to enjoy my black label on the rocks and talk to my wifey peeps..

Uncle Steven signin off.................................................

Okays its been like ages since i last updated hahahaha i guess muah bloggy is DEAD.. xD... Nt been havin much inspiration to blog alrdy hahhaha... Well life sux at times but I guess some other things to keep me occupied is keepin me goin...

My maternal 1st uncle is such a PAIN IN THE FKIN ASS.... grrrr he everyday loves to stir trouble and somemore the best part is he is tellin me he noes ppl in the underground and has connection wif them... Woohoooo.... I love this threat baby... connection wif underground lei... nt bad nt bad... to him he thinks he like his father wan to take over the control and threaten every1 to give in to his way.... BUT u fkin son of a biatch u just met ur worst nightmare la hor... if u think u can try use ur so called tactic or be it u really are.... nw I say la hor... WU JI KA KA LAI QI KUA MAI LA... u think onli u gt play or noe ppl ar???? wan to noe smth u noe ppl in gang but wan to noe smth else I noe ppl in gang as well as I noe ppl in police u wan pia lim pei tai ji ar qi kua mai la hor... u touch my family members or any1 tt i love la hor or u dare to be loan shark i make sure u sit behind bars and enjoy ur fkin stay inside there la hor.... u think u tua pai lim pei kia tio.... u damn fkin wrong la hor... u shld see hu i am la hor... UR YOUNGER SISTER'S SON zai bo.. I dare u la hor u dare to touch any1 in the family includin my parents my grandparents 4th aunt and her family... u better be prepared to receive " HOTEL" treatment inside changi prison liao hor...

Hiaz damn sian.... ps scold ppl on 1st post of 2010 yr hahaha xD btw to all chinese readers GONG XI FA CAI RAWR!!!!! lol ps ps just tryin to be cute nia xD I noe la I chindian nt cute de... give face la eh sai buay??? btw CASSANDRA TEO SMS ME UR HP NO I GT THINGS TO TALK TO U ABT.... gam sia

ADIOS AMIGOS!!!! xD
Pissed off uncle steven signing out.......

Well to all muslim frens out there.. Selamat Hari Raya Haji to u... Its been a darn while since I blog again.. guess time is nt really smth I really have... Playin on9 games --> greatly reduced... listenin to music and doin work --> greatly increased.... haha... yeaps.. been really busy wif my FYP and stuff.. esp doin of report... formerly I was doin on Cloning and Purification and Expression of Mouse AIF protein... (kk I noe u guys must be wonderin WTF is this guy talkin abt rite... relax will explain alittle later la) and nw I am doin on dental plague.... hahaha..... both abt culturin of bacteria... woots... I LOVE BIOLOGY....

Kk nw time or explaination... My 1st proj is all abt cancer cells... well in a normal cell it would undergo apoptosis (which means cell death) if the cell is too badly damage... But when the particular person has cancer... his genes are altered in such a way that it makes ur cells and body mechanism think that its alrite and that everythin is fine and thus not intiatin the program that is inputted into the cell, which is called " operation kill myself u S.O.B.) so in order to induce the cell to die... we have to "restructure" the different gene codings so that we would be able to induce cell death... Interestin eh... hahah well to me the proj nt so interestin la.. my PI more interestin haha.. macham joker... haha.... Dr. Francis Lim... haha... dun pray pray k... he gt PHD hor... but well those days were the fun times... doin proj he see us stress he will crack jokes to lighten us up.....

Once I rmb we all seriously listenin to him... he drew a plasmid on the white board... and all of us knew it was a plasmid.... we all thinkin abt work suddenly he decide to play a joke on us... Francis : eh u mother fkers... this is a plasmid k... this nt asshole....
Rest of us: ROFLMAO.... WTHMF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Aiyo... I think abt this ar I aso peng... wah lao eh.. buay tahan ar... but well he is understandin... Cheers my "smokin buddy" lecturer.... haha dun worry when I pass out I sure take pic wif u hope u will quit being a lecturer in RP la... den we 2 pose rite infront of the campus and pose like wat u said... steady er nt... HAHAHAHAH!!!!!!!!

Nw doin a proj on dental plague just hw to reduce the amount of bacteria growth in our mouth... like creatin a new toothpaste wif HERBAL EXTRACT.... dun pray pray k... HERBAL EXTRACT HOR.. nt some stupid fkin chemicalized drug k... haha xD

Well nw report is all over left presentation.... den its all over... woohoo.... I gtg guys gonna meet my fren haha.... Well if u guys are lookin for me u noe hw to find me.. sms me alrite

UNCLE STEVEN SIGNIN OFF..........................................................

(On a side note.. OI GREENIE.. SMS ME LEI.. WANNA TALK TO U WOR... WHEN U SMSIN ME????)